DeadRealm75 – T.U.S: Life Will Continue Without You – Chapter 3: A change in the wind.
Author: DeadRealm75 (DeadRealm (@DeadRealm75) - Wattpad)
Status: Ongoing.
Target Audience: New Adult (18-25 years of age).
Rating: Mature.
Available languages: English.
Tags:
animal, anthropomorphic, boyxboy, bxb, fantasy, fox, frederik, furry, furryxhuman, gay, gayfurry, gayhuman, gaylove, homosexual, lgbt, love, mate, maxwell, riku, romance, soulmate, yiff
Chapter 3: A change in the wind.
~-=| Time to move forward. |=-~
Songs that inspired the following part: "Boy In The Bubble" By Alec Benjamin, "when the party's over" By Billie Eilish, "Mind Is A Prison" By Alec Benjamin, "Alone" By Nico Collins, "I'm Doing Fine" By Mike Waters.
Current date: Day 12, Month 05, Year 988. Spring.
- Age tracking:
Maxwell's body Age: 18
Alex's Soul Age: 27
Frederik's Age: 21
Aiden's Age: 20
Samuel's Age: 23
Lucas's Age: 17
Levy's Age: 22
~= Time: Midday. =~
It has been I guess nearly two years...
I could not care about myself, I wanted to see Eliot again, but I knew he would not be here...
I felt lost, this year passed in a blur...
Alex, let a sigh leave his mouth, looking at the sky.
Alex: I wish I didn’t stop you...
During those two years, he barely talked with Samuel and Lucas, Lucas eventually left after Levy passed by to get him. Alex... Alex was in a horrible state. All the energy he would have when Eliot was still alive, left him. He seemed so... empty. His eyes were devoid of their typical light, hair was completely untidy.
He barely took care of his needs, like eating, and barely sleeping, his routine stopped, and he could no longer work like he used to. It lasted for around six months until he finally started back into his routine. Meditation could do only so much. The damage was already done, and Samuel...
Samuel started to drift apart, like always, he was supportive, telling Alex everything would be fine... In the end, everything he did seemed helpless. Alex understood he was being a burden when he was in this mood, and wanted Samuel to not keep worrying about him.
No matter how many times Alex said to not worry about him, he still did. Samuel tried to keep company with Alex, but old habits are hard to change. The old cycle started to repeat itself. Again, Alex was pushing away people who cared about him, again history would repeat itself, like his previous life.
Samuel kept the promise he had been asked by Eliot to give some things to Alex when he got older. When Alex’s eighteenth birthday arrived, Samuel gave him two items to Alex, two gifts that his father kept. A wooden staff, old but crafted by an expert person in Clover village.
Alex didn’t react to the first item as his father predicted and Samuel was told to expect. The second item was wrapped in a neat package, mostly put together with paper to wrap the item and a rope to keep it together. When Alex opened the small package, he seemed a bit surprised.
A white and gray scarf that appeared to be made by his father. It had some missing portions, but it showed how much his father tried to make something for him. That's when Alex broke down, his tears finally started to flow. Samuel tried to comfort him, and make him feel at home, even if his father was not there.
But to Alex, everything until that day just seemed... meaningless. He has been using his scarf ever since and adapted his attire to be able to use it. That scarf has never left his side, since then. Today, Alex started to plan how to move on. How to not stay a burden to him... to Samuel and Oliver.
Expanding on what is going on with Lucas and Samuel, Lucas was slowly losing interest in Alex/Maxwell’s body. His attraction seemed more superficial, it took time for him to come to terms that the love he felt was not of passion, but the love known as Philia with Ludus.
Samuel is different and confusing, his heart seems to want him closer than he likes to admit. But at the same time, he can't make up his mind. His love is a combination of Storge, Philia, Agape, and Eros.
(Philia: Affectionate love, open & trusting. Ludus: Playful love, humorous & flirty. Storge: Familiar Love, Unconditional love & forgiveness. Agape: Selfless Love, putting personal needs second. Eros: Romantic Love, setting time for you & your partner.)
From then on, Alex had problems coming to terms with Eliot’s passing, mostly because he felt that it was his fault. No matter how many times he tried, the voices in his head told him that he was the one who caused it to happen.
Oliver did not know when Alex would leave, nor did Samuel, but they knew it would be soon. Oliver, being worried over Alex, had made him stressed in his work. Mostly because he learned about Alex’s past through Lucas. There was this fear that Alex might do something he will regret when he leaves the village.
I sigh while going over everything I planned. Inside my... Well, Maxwell’s little hideout.
Alex’s Mind: I have a backpack filled with water skin, a cloth for a tent, dried foods including Nayoko’s share, two clothing changes, an ax, a pickaxe, a hunting kit, and... a small... Cooking pot.
Alex’s Mind: Do I need wood?... Maybe some dry grass just in case. It might be better if I grab a couple of carry-on pouches, flasks, and jars from the local item store.
I shook my head, trying to keep my head on the task.
Alex’s Mind: I feel bad about leaving, but staying will hurt me more... I need to explore and understand more of what is going on...
Alex’s Mind: Besides of the message I got a couple of years back. It seems like I have a purpose, but it never told me when I would find that warrior, or even where it would be.
After doing one last check-up in my backpack, I nod to myself.
Alex’s Mind: It seems I have everything I need...
Alex’s Mind: Should I tell Oliver? I feel like I need to tell him, but... I don’t think he will let me. Not after what happened with Eliot.
(Should Alex talk to Oliver about leaving? Dates of revisions: 14/01/2023, 16/01/2023, 18/01/2023, 24/01/2023, 29/01/2023, 06/02/2023. Outcome: Stay silent with a twist. No comments were made.)
(Computer: Initializing changes in the timeline.)
For a while, Alex contemplated his decision, that is until something happened when he looked around.
Song: "Chasm" By Exias (From Visual Novel: "Lyre". Made by: "Atmac". Visual Novel available at itch.io) I recommend playing this song in this part. Also put the song in repeat for a more dramatic effect.
Time seemed to stop around him. Leaves remained floating, unable to be moved in any way, his backpack was acting the same way, he tried to move anything, but it proved futile.
A familiar sound like before made Alex tense up, the sound similar to leaves moving, and wind chimes echoing. An ominous presence was felt, like someone was observing him. The place had a shift to the atmosphere, it felt heavy.
Alex: What... is happening?
Alex: Why I can hear those wind chimes again?
Nayoko appeared and came running toward Alex, who was visibly confused.
Alex: Nayoko? Why can you move? And, what do you have there?
I crouch and see Nayoko has two cards. They look strange, I think I saw them before somewhere, but these cards seem different.
Nayoko was carrying two cards with an intricate design, one had a Roman numeral XVII, When turning it over it revealed a star (Osiris). The other had an XVIII in it, when turning it over it revealed the moon.
Alex: Are these... tarot cards?
Alex's Mind: Why did Nayoko bring these to me?
Alex frowned when he started looking at them.
After inspecting them for a while, one of them lit up. I dropped the cards, and the one that remained was one with the star being upright. I was confused, I can't remember what they are for or what they mean, besides that they would occasionally change someone's fate in ghost-hunting games...
Alex's Mind: Was I supposed to choose one?
(Tarot #17, The Star, Upright: When the Star arrives in the upright position, it usually follows a difficult change or traumatic event.)
(Meaning: Hope, renewal, creativity and inspiration, generosity, healing. The Upright Star wants you to open your heart, realize your inner strength, and have faith that the best is yet to come.)
I picked up the card with the star, I flinched when I heard Nayoko growling at it. Like if there was something wrong with it. While moving the card, I noticed something. It had a holographic film to it, words were hidden, saying "Crush it" appearing with multiple colors when it was tilted at a certain angle.
I decided to follow its instructions, and when I did, there was a pulsing feeling that came around my body, like goosebumps. I started to laugh when I noticed Nayoko's fur started to stand up humorously, similar to a cartoon. The ground started to shake, and a black bubble started to surround me. Nayoko kept himself close to me.
My heart was pumping faster, a mild panic settling in, my mind coming to multiple conclusions, and my instincts told me to move, and do something. But at the same time, where I needed to run was unclear. Soon I was enveloped with darkness, Nayoko seemed to be pulled into this place with me.
Nayoko's body started to glow, with Alex's necklace, the engraved dragon, fully shining. The dragon seemed to be coming out from Alex's necklace. Nayoko's figure started to shift, changing into something resembling a human. Running around seemingly dancing, with the dragon, guiding him and surrounding Alex.
Like a play, a ribbon of golden colors started to follow Nayoko's new figure. Then a cyclone's eye of golden colors enveloped Alex's surroundings almost instantly, it broke into a cluster of colors, changing from gold to red, orange, blue, pink, etc.
His body is showered with sparks and beautiful colors flowing like threads, stuck in a stick, used during dances. Nayoko's new figure sat down on the floor. His body changed again to his typical body of a wild fox, this time Nayoko had a third tail.
While the whole place around them seemed never-ending, a cracking noise surrounded them. The dragon figure was smashing against the cyclone like it was contained in a crystal container. When it shattered the sparks flew outwards changing the surroundings, Alex was no longer in Maxwell's hideout.
I blink at the sudden brightness of the place, this time... I'm in my room... my... home world room. I looked around, at first, trying to make sense, but I noticed nothing had changed or what seemed to be nothing. My items were the same way they were left. I tried to grab my Pokémon plush (Charmander), but my hand passed through it.
I noticed Nayoko jumping on my bed. The bed did not react to its presence like we are there, but not physically. My bedroom was small enough to fit a small single bed, a computer desk, and a drawer. I used my space efficiently, making sure that my items had a place.
I have never been a person who keeps things organized completely. Items littered around my surfaces, messy but somehow organized. For example, books were placed near my bed, and on my desk, there was a computer monitor, books, headphones, glasses case, and batteries when I played games. To the left of the desk, was a tall yet slim piece of furniture, that stored my video games.
It had its cases, manuals, and the ticket with the date I bought them. It also had controllers and NFC cards. On the right of the single bed was my drawer, on top many small figures decorated the almost empty place, with the occasional drawing book, and art supplies I used once in a while.
Looking at the walls, the place was surrounded by posters, some from shooting games, others slightly suggestive, like the Nuka Cola ad poster from Fallout. It holds something similar to a blaster and a lady dressed in tight clothing and wearing a helmet. Her cleavage was exposed, but her breast wasn't.
I was more confused, what was the reason I arrived back in my room? I try to sit unconsciously on my old bed and fall through, hitting the floor. Something seemed off. Looking back at it, my life wasn't all bad as I saw it. But that was my problem. I saw it, as meaningless.
I felt alone, I felt like someone who did not deserve this much success. I would prefer to be poor and happy than continue to live as I did here. I might have some kind of luxury, but... being the only son in my family, and the inability to connect with my cousins, is what made it difficult.
I sigh and notice a piece of paper moving as if my breath itself made the item move. I look at the paper to find a letter that arrived a couple of days later. A letter that was sent as a last resort to Privado, to his family, only to be returned and left unanswered. Tears run again, remembering my last memories with him.
I sat on the floor and curled into a fetal position. I started calling myself ungrateful for what I had, I was able to afford a place to call home, with food, water, and internet service. Not many can afford that, and to top it off, I had extra money to use it in games, and continue with my hobbies.
Alex's Mind: It is wrong for me to feel alone, at the same time, know that there are and were people worried about my well-being.
I don't remember how long I stayed in that position. The last thing I remember was the small heat coming close to my chest, and the feeling of fur tickling me.
- Time passes. -
~= Time: Sunset. =~
Recommended song for the following part, "Home" By Andrew York.
Waking up after a while, I noticed I'm curled into a ball hugging Nayoko, his tail hitting my head once in a while. I clear my eyes and look at the entrance, the sky is near sunset. The sunset colors illuminated the cave, creating a new atmosphere. Having Nayoko is helping me.
I'm grateful to have found this strange fox, it might be a kitsune or a spirit animal. I wouldn't care, it was my companion while I suffered emotionally. For that, I'm glad to still be alive. A yawn escapes my lips, when I look at Nayoko, he also is yawing like me. A small laugh escapes me.
Alex: It is time, my dear companion and friend.
His ears perk up, and his three tails wag from left to right. With that sight, my smile widens, and I let that weight of insecurities fall off me. Reminding myself again.
Alex's Mind: Live in the present and not in the past. Enjoy the little things while you can, and remind yourself that you are lucky to have a stable life.
With that, I set to move to the exit of the cave and leave towards my soon-to-be old home.
~= Time: Nighttime. =~
When I arrive at my solitary home, while opening the door, I meet the gaze of a worried Samuel. I answered with a smile, slightly embarrassed since he seemed to be waiting for me.
Alex: H-hey Sam, I did not expect you to be waiting for me.
I hear him sigh, but he seems holding something back.
Samuel: Alex, where have you been?
His question sounded hostile, and my hand, instinctively, came to my chest and grabbed my quartz.
Alex: D-Did I make you worry?
Samuel's expression is unmoving, seemingly angry, or... I can't say. But my gut told me it was out of anger. He did not answer, it just felt like he was giving me the cold shoulder, a stranger in his eyes.
Alex: Samuel, you are scaring me. Did I upset you?
I say honestly, feeling fear ascending in me and more importantly fearing him, this was new. It's like the person I knew never existed. The person Maxwell knew was lost. Still, he did not answer me, I can tell he is upset, but I lost all strength to keep asking. Knowing he will not answer, I decide to move on.
Alex: I see...
Alex's Mind: It seems I can't prepare anymore. It is time for me to leave...
Taking a big breath, I calm my nerves and walk to my room to pick up my coin bag, and a few items for Nayoko. I put them in a shoulder bag that later will be secured with my backpack. When I pick up all the necessary items and try to leave, I notice Samuel, arms crossed and leaning against the door.
His posture gives me a lot of doubts, but I already made my decision. The silence of my old home was broken when he asked me a question. My gaze lowers to the ground, refusing to look at him directly.
Samuel: Where are you going?
Alex: Leaving...
Samuel: Leaving? Leaving outside or the village?
His question made me feel guilty, this isn't the Samuel I knew. But... I might have been blinded during my days mourning for what happened to Eliot and blaming myself. I gulp down the knot forming in my throat.
Alex: Leaving... the village.
I answer with hesitation. My voice is weak and breathy, I see Samuel, letting his arms fall, almost in a sign of defeat.
Alex's Mind: Did I disappoint you? Maybe I do...
Tears build up again in my eyes, but I refuse to look at him.
Samuel: How long?
Samuel asks in a low voice.
Alex: Huh?
I looked up, this time peeking at his face, he seemed to be crying. If he did, I didn't pay attention to him.
Samuel: For how long you weren't going to tell me?!
His paws/hands are in fists, seemingly holding back his anger. I stare down, the guilt is eating me now...
Samuel: Tell me! For how long did you plan on not telling me?!
I could not look at him, I understood I trusted them with a lot of my personal life, but at the moment I did not care. I already accepted that nothing would change if I went on as I have been. The best option was to just... disappear from their lives, so they no longer needed to be bothered about me.
Alex: N-never...
I whispered to myself. I'm startled when I hear something hitting the wall, Samuel's paw/hand is oozing blood from the blow. I sigh and put the items I had in my hands near the door. I go back to my room and grab a makeshift first aid kit. And tell him to sit at the dining table. I pull out my quartz and keep it visible.
Alex: Come on... sit.
Samuel did not answer, just followed.
The bandages were disinfected when I boiled them in water and contained them inside a jar to avoid contamination. I make sure to clean my hands before opening the jar, just in case. I sigh and start talking...
Alex: I never wanted to tell you, I just want to disappear from your life, same to Oliver...
I said while cleaning Samuel's injured hand/paw. My voice was unsteady, I think I can understand his anger. He might be furious at me for not telling him. I know we should have talked about it. But, I don't have the strength to do so now... not after seeing his anger.
Samuel: Do you not trust me?
That made me stop while I was bandaging Samuel.
Alex: Trust you? I do trust you, but-
Samuel: But what?
I resume bandaging his paw/hand.
Alex: I'm being a troublesome person.
Samuel: You are not!
Alex: You say that! But actions speak louder than words...
Samuel: No, you are not.
Anger surfaces from Alex, and he answers back with his voice raising higher in volume.
Alex: I can see it, Samuel! Oliver has been so overwhelmed by work that I see how much is troubling him. And...
Alex: You do not have a life besides worrying about me... I'm being a burden, I know how I have been affecting everyone around me.
Alex: That's... That's one of the reasons I moved away from my family and friends from where I lived...
When my family moved out from Mexico, I noticed how much it impacted me. I hardly made any friends, my mood was just dark and gloomy. Most of the time I stayed quiet. Because my words sometimes can sound cold, and hurtful. Sometimes I would hurt my friends by saying something truthful and taking things seriously.
I know, since I seemingly can roast someone when angry. Not knowingly, but when I did, my cousins said that things were awful when I pointed them out. They knew if I pointed them out, it was because it was bad, wrong, or the truth. So I chose to stay quiet and hold my tongue, to not speak my mind out.
It wasn't new, just... something I had to keep in mind while talking. If I can't express myself without harming myself... then it was for the better I kept myself silent.
Alex's Mind: That's why I kept myself from family and friends. The fear of being a burden. The fear of hurting others. Though it was nothing new...
Alex's eyes had started to tear up, making them glossy under the moonlighted room.
Samuel: Alex, you aren't a-
Alex's voice raises again, this time with frustration.
Alex: I dare you to tell me that I haven't been a burden and mean it! I'm not so fucking blind to the world around me, Samuel! I can see the people who gave me their trust in misery.
Samuel: Alex I-
Alex: Don't. Lie. In. My. Face.
Alex: I can feel it, I can see it, I can tell. I dare you to lie in my face. Even after I trust you with my past, I dare you!
I gulp, feeling the knot on my neck become uncomfortable. I sigh, stand up and grab the items by the door. He stayed silent the whole time. I guess he noticed how right I was... or how poor of a friend I have been, what ever it was, this was for the better. At least he can have a better life without me.
Samuel knew he was right, but living with that pain is not fair. He wanted Alex to trust him, and tell everything, even though he could tell Alex had a lot of things hidden. Even if he said a lot, that probably was just the surface. Yet an eye-opener was dealt to him like a bird hitting the wall.
(Should Alex leave the village with Samuel or go by himself? Dates of revisions: 14/01/2023, 16/01/2023, 18/01/2023, 24/01/2023, 29/01/2023, 06/02/2023. Outcome: Alex leaves the village, walk alone, with a twist. No comments were made.)
(Computer: Initializing changes in the timeline.)
Alex: Thank you for making an effort, but... You can't have a life if I'm staying here. Nor can you comprehend all of this pain I have.
Alex: The only way you could tell is if you were ignored, picked on, and lastly, have your own family reject you for who you are. But, even that would not get you near to what I feel like.
Alex's Mind: Not that it would happen because since I arrived all of you were open to the idea of a Male mate. So even that would barely equal to me... Funny how different things are...
Even Eliot didn't seem faced by it. That is until one slept in the same bed as me, though nothing happened that was the tipping point for him. So even with all I have seen... I was lost on what to do at the time. Now though... I know I can't stay with one of them. They have done so much, yet...
I can't betray Maxwell... I meditated about it for a long time. It would be just... wrong to do so. They are his friends, and only he is the one that was supposed to choose, not me. That's why I didn't choose any of them.
Alex: Tell Oliver I wish him a happy life, and stop him from worrying about me. I will be leaving today.
Before closing the door, he turned back, looking at the Wolf Beast Man.
Alex: One more thing I found out is that "life is both fair and unfair". That is the cruel truth I have been dealt with since I was born, and it has always been.
Alex: I choose to be alone and suffer myself than hurt the people I care about. Don't look for me. Nothing good will come out of it if you do. I can feel it.
My gut told me nothing good could come out if I meet him again. I threw one last item I was planning on leaving with Oliver, but even telling him this, would make it harder to leave.
An item lands on the table with a soft thump. The item was a plushie made to look like Samuel, and tears started to roll down Samuel's eyes. It even had the little bag he carried when he arrived first in Akrasia and got to know Alex.
Alex: Keep that as a memento... Farewell... Samuel.
When I close the door, I hear him sobbing. I cover my ears and go to the hide-out. I wanted to leave silently, but since this was no longer the case, I had to run to the hideout. I grabbed my gear, tied the bag shoulder in it, and tried to balance myself while running. Nayoko was sprinting behind me.
Then bounced on top of my backpack sitting on top of it.
Recommended songs for the following part, "I'm Doing Fine" By Mike Waters and "if we're honest" By Jack Moss.
~= Time: Midnight. =~
I sprinted towards the south, where one of the exits from Akrasia was. While running, memories from Maxwell's life appeared in places, like snapshots of lovely instants he had. My eyes continue to become glossy. I know I might regret it, but I had no other chance.
Wind chimes and sprinting steps were sounding behind me. I tried to check for my necklace, and it looked like I wasn't in any danger, just somebody following me. Nayoko did not appear to growl at the thing chasing me. Knowing that this could likely be Samuel, I try to pull my backpack in front of me.
Nayoko falls but starts running behind me. When the backpack is secured, I signal Nayoko to hop on it. He does, also, I have to use my hands to catch him and push him towards my front. I'm near the exit and start to make my wings emerge. This makes me stumble a bit in my steps. When I balance myself, I start to move them and try to fly.
When my wings flutter and propel me enough to stop running, I put all my attention on them and fly outwards. Breaking out from the forest to the sky, looking down, I see a tiny figure. I can't recognize the figure, but it appeared familiar. I opened the backpack letting Nayoko get a better standing and secured it because this flying trip would be full of bumps.
Alex: Sorry, Samuel, but I can't let you come after me. Nor let you live with my problems. It's better for you that I do it this way.
I turned around and kept going to the south, remembering a village far away on one of the maps. I steel myself and fly in that direction. While flying, my mind was occupied with a lot of reflections.
Alex's Mind: Keep your head up. Remember the words your father told you one time. "Boys don't cry, didn't you know..."
All my life I was told how to deal with my emotions, I was told that they did not matter, and now I learned that I need to keep them to myself. I injured my hand, and my father told me those words. I still had to get a cast on my hand, but he said that I was a coward for crying about something like that.
He did not even cry when his hand had to be operated on when he fell from the second floor. This happened when we were on vacation to do house-sitting for one of my family members. Thinking about it, it is weird that both of us had our hands in a cast.
Thinking about everything that has been going on. I can see them unhappy, I doubt I would be able to fill their hearts with actual love like Maxwell used to do. Those flashing memories showed me how precious Maxwell was to them, another reason to keep my distance.
After all, that's what I think I was doing by staying this close to them, especially to Samuel. ("If I'm being honest, you don't look as happy you were. Every time that you put me first, It's only you that I'll hurt.") I think I was doing more good than harm staying like I was... So I guess this was better.
Though, nothing can go like I wanted it to.
Current date: Day 13, Month 05, Year 988. Spring.
~= Time: Sunrise. =~
I don't know how long I was flying, but it seems I arrived at the next village. Looking from afar, the village seemed almost the same as Akrasia, but I did not know which kind of village it was. What I did know was that I felt exhausted.
I started to descend until I could feel the ground in the middle of the forest. I let my wings fade and began walking toward the village. There seemed to be a fortress and a few elevated places with trees growing apples. It had a kind of happy atmosphere at first. The thing I notice rare about it was the Beast Fallen.
Most of the population in this village was Wolf Beast Fallen. I ignored that, since there might be places where more Beast Fallen stay. I don't remember what I did or how exactly I arrived. The most I can remember was paying for something, feeling fatigued that was consuming my energy, and ending up in bed.
Current date: Day 14, Month 05, Year 988. Spring.
~= Time: Sunrise. =~
Alex's Mind: Did I ever sleep for this long?
My temple hurting like I had come out again from drinking, not the first time, but this was different. Why was I in bed with another... Wolf Beast Fallen? His figure was familiar, yet my mind could not get who it was. I tried to get up, but I got pulled back to the bed, this time being cuddled by the person that slept with me.
Alex: Woah!
This time, instead of being gentle, I decided to keep away from who I was with. Whatever I did, I was wishing for it to be false, and I had done nothing that I would regret. While I parted away from the Beast Fallen, his voice was... familiar.
??????: Please, don't go...
Alex: What are you... wait, how did you follow me all the way here?
It was somebody that I wished had moved on, wished he never searched for me. Samuel...
Samuel: I can't be without you, Alex. I just can't.
A sigh escaped me, tired. I could not tell him to leave me, nor wanted to. Still, my gut told me that if I continued this path, it would make things worse. Him staying by me would not be... always pretty.
Alex: Samuel... I need space... This... is not helping me.
Samuel: But why does it have to be away from the village? Why does it have to be away from me?
~= Flashback. =~
That sight reminded me of myself when I was clinging to my mother to not let her leave me alone. She had to do something away from me to the other side of México. I was 8 years old... but I was never alone, this time... I was. It made me cling to my mother like a monkey caring for her younglings.
I was never away from my mother when I was young. Only school took me away from her. Only then I was away from my family completely. My father lived in the United States, my mother was an immigrant but, my father applied to let her have a resident card and come and go to visit her mother.
That was when I reached 16 years old. Before that, we, my mother and I were the ones living in Mexico. Yes... only me and her. I had my grandma, of course. But I was still young. It felt lonely not being with my mother. After all... she was always there for me. Not anymore after the accident though...
~= End of Flashback =~
I shook my head, trying to not recall the memory. But it was too late. The floodgates were opened, and I tried to hide my face away from Samuel. Just to be clear, my relationship with my mother was not close at all. I... barely talked to her, that is until I lied about being Bi.
After that, we got close, like mother and son. But I kept my distance, kept things hidden. I was afraid of hurting her heart, more after she got scared of my confession. Though, things changed when she... and my father passed away. I wished I had a better connection with my father.
I wished I was the son my mother would be proud of. Nothing of that happened, I just wanted their approval of who I was, yet I know I was a coward. I guess I was no different when I met Samuel again.
Alex: Things happen for a reason. There is a saying in my world we follow when we feel in danger or something to guide us.
Alex: Follow your gut... It is like following your instincts. Telling you that this is the best outcome. So that's what I did. I don't want to be apart, but like I said before.
Alex: You have no life besides me. Please understand that I'm doing this for your good, even if it brings me suffering. So please stop coming after me.
I got out of bed and grabbed my bag. Nayoko recently woke up and was stretching. Getting ready to follow me. Before I even left, he pulled me again into something of a desperate call. A hug that said, please don't leave. I wanted to return the hug, but... I couldn't do it.
My gut keeps telling me that this is not supposed to be happening, it was wrong. Yet my heart stopped me, yearning to give in to my friend's pleas. This was conflicting with me in so many ways. Still, I needed to follow what my instincts said.
Alex: Please, Samuel, this wounds me more than before. Let me go...
His hold on me did not dwindle, his hold on me was vigorous. Not being able to control my emotions any longer, I surrendered to the feeling he was making me feel. His ache of leaving a friend... that was what I thought at the time... I was blinded.
Alex: Sam, I hope you know what you are doing. Because this... feels wrong.
I said while embracing him back. He didn't reply, just stayed clinging to me. I could not help but glance up at him, with a goofy smile. Silly and cute, Samuel... The one that I felt I comprehend the most. But how wrong was I? Extremely wrong.
The days passed, and we had fallen into a routine. I started to relish my time with Samuel, more than I was used to. However, that other nagging feeling never left me. Day and night, the feeling came and left. Fear enveloped me, but I, however, decided to ignore it. It was my biggest mistake.
He showed me the village that I arrived at, his motherland village. Gradually I felt as if we were getting closer, I began to appreciate my time with him. Months passed, and I started to feel like this was turning better than I was anticipating.
What I comprehended at the time was nothing compared to what was about to happen. Ignorance is truly blissful.
Oh, how I wished I followed my gut after what happened. Though I took the advice I was given before. Stop thinking and let things happen, so I did. Not that it worked... Not in this case.
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~-=| Another wound to the heart. |=-~
Current date: Day 30, Month 01, Year 989. End of autumn.
(Should Alex talk to Oliver about leaving? Dates of revisions: 14/01/2023, 16/01/2023, 18/01/2023, 24/01/2023, 29/01/2023, 06/02/2023. Outcome: Stay silent with a twist. No comments were made.)
(Computer: Initializing changes in the timeline.)
Samuel: Can... you not come back again.
Those words wounded me so deeply, I was confused why he was asking that all of a sudden. Still, I wanted to know, so I held my emotions to myself.
Alex: Why?
Samuel: I... I just can't stay with you anymore.
Still confused, I asked again, trying to understand this sudden shift of personality. He never acted this way with me, and it felt like a whiplash of emotions.
Alex: But, why? Please tell me.
Samuel: Because I can't take it anymore. I have been holding back for all this time, and it hurts.
Samuel: The bond has been working all this time, I have been holding back that and wanted to build a relationship. But, it hurts to know you would never love me back...
Samuel: I loved Maxwell, I loved him, even if I could never have said it. I still want him back, but it is impossible. He decided to leave before saying goodbye.
Samuel: I can no longer see the real Maxwell. I can only see his... What he could have been. I just want it to end, I need time for myself. I can't take it anymore, leave, leave me alone!
Samuel: I hate that you had to take him away from us. We could have an opportunity with him. But you arrived and took away his place.
Samuel: Alex, I hate to ever have met you, I hate you! I hate you!
My knees gave up on me, my mouth was left open, and tears started to flow. I was lost for words for a while.
Alex's Mind: I thought that... Oh... That is the problem. I believed we were friends, but Samuel felt different. He had been holding up so much until now...
Alex's Mind: I... No, this is different from Privado. I was oblivious at the time. He did tell me he felt something with Maxwell... But never to me... More like he just was there for me.
Alex's Mind: He was there to help me with my emotions... I... see... I guess that the same things I was told were always true.
I took three deep breaths while sobbing to myself. My nose felt runny, I decided to say what I wanted to say from my heart. What I knew I needed to say to give my last... This Is probably the last time I would meet him. I knew the bridge was already cut when he told me he hated me. But... Speaking with the heart will always come easier for me.
Alex: I... didn't have a choice, Samuel, I wasn't happy taking his body or even his life. Nor all of you, but... If that is how you feel... Then I'll leave you be.
Alex: You won't see me again, I will make sure to never be in your life... You can hate me, or even forget about me. Think that I'm dead. I...
Alex: But before I do what I said... Thank you for supporting me... giving me your time... allowing me to be your friend... living in my life... and... comforting me when I was a mess.
Alex: You are the best friend I... never had. I hope you can find happiness on your own... I know you will... and... I promise, you... won't see me ever again.
With a breathy voice, I said something that came to my mind.
Alex: I'm sure I warned you before... So much for trying...
With that, I left... I got my items from the INN that I rented for us to stay. Though he probably had a house, I felt as if I wasn't welcome anymore. Right outside, I told my goodbyes to the people who I got acquainted with, some wished me good luck and a few hugs, others... Just said nothing, and gave me a polite nod.
They seemed to understand that something happened to me. Not surprising since... Well, assuming, of course, they are part of the canine family. They can feel people's emotions, this made me steel my emotions again, so I could not show them the real feelings I had at the time.
I walk away from that village defeated, and... lost. No matter what happens, I knew this would happen eventually.
Alex: Haah... "Life is both fair and unfair."
Like the saying that guided me and made the point of it... Life is both fair and unfair. For that, I knew I had to be back, back to my old self. The one with a smiling mask. I hated that I can no longer express myself how I truly feel, but after this... I might never trust someone.
Once I got far away from the village, I let my wings appear and adjusted my backpack in front of my body. Let Nayoko hop into it, and started to fly towards the sun. I left that friendly village with a polite smile to the people. Now... now it has become a place with a wound to my heart.
I understand how he felt, I knew how he wanted to be with Maxwell... It just... hurts to know that's why he put himself to stay close, I knew it was too good to be true. I was a foreigner, someone who did not belong to this world... I can't remember for how long I flew toward the sun, but I ended up in the middle of the forest.
With my luck, I found somewhere I can set up camp for the night. Leaving at this time was the worst... Winter would arrive soon, and I would have problems getting food and dry wood. I cleared the area, found some wood, saved the one in my backpack for an emergency, and camped at night.
Alone, I set up a campfire, the sky was dark and cloudy. For the first time in a long time, I was back to my solitary life. I felt... empty, my emotions are there, it just... did not hit me yet. I knew soon I would fall towards the same self-pity and down talk I would do to myself.
I cooked a small meal for the night... That night, I cuddled with Nayoko, falling asleep almost immediately from exhaustion. It's going to be difficult to travel this time of the year.
Current date: Day 21, Month 03, Year 989. Winter.
I have been... I don't even know... The last day I remember is when I needed to go somewhere. I have been using my wings to travel more often, though I get tired more easily due to winter. Emotionally I feel... I don't know. I don't. Ever since that day, my mind... has been busy... to say the least.
I noticed that the voices in my head came back... I... I felt alone, abandoned too I guess. I thought my friendship with Samuel was... more than superficial. I ignored my gut, and in the end. I was hurt... Was I that naive to think I would find happiness? Did I trust the wrong people?
I could no longer tell if I should trust the others now... I lost my map or left it at the INN... I have been traveling without preparation. I can't see the roads to follow them, just snow and trees without their leaves. The cold also slowed me down, my food supply was ending, and I was worried.
Water and wood were easy to find, but the wood wasn't dry. Without it, I can't easily start a fire, or even cook the meat I have been holding with me after hunting down a boar. The meat started to seem to lose its state of freshness, but was edible when it was cooked. About Nayoko...
He is fine, he seemed to love winter, always ahead guiding me when we would walk, and finding caves to camp at night. I was glad to at least have some kind of companionship in this harsh time. If he wasn't here... I probably would have given up... I know, it is hard to think that I would just give up if I was alone.
Right now, we are camping in a cave. I started to write in my journal again. I have seen my past interactions since... Even if I can remember the life of my home world. I can't remember almost all of it from this world. I keep forgetting stuff that I did with them in the past. I started writing not long ago.
As a way to keep me sane, and reminisce from the past with them. Also, to keep the important memories of them. Should I have given the opportunity to one of them? Or is it egoistic to think this way? At last, that phrase I keep telling myself returns. "Life is both fair and unfair."
This winter will be the longest one I have to survive alone... No, no. That's wrong. I do have a companion, Nayoko, thank you for keeping me company...
Current date: Day 01, Month 04, Year 989. The start of spring.
Finally... The winter ended, and the snow was slowly melting. I have been dying to go back to the village, our food had been empty for around a day. I thought we would not be able to make it. Nayoko has been lucky, my dry foods and treats have been his sustenance during winter.
But in my case... I have been rationing food so much that I was barely eating... My last food was a single strip of dried meat that I saved for last. For water, I got it by collecting snow and melting it until it boiled and letting it cool down to room temperature. I added a few salt rocks when I would drink.
Sometimes I tried to use the herbs, but I still had to add the missing supplements that water loses when it's boiled. Living on water was harsh... but it helped me survive winter. The staff, that my father gave me, was my walking cane.
It allowed me to walk. I barely had any strength, my body was thin... unhealthy thin. My body lost a lot of mass during winter. Those extra pounds I had... are now lost to be able to survive. I... I don't remember how I looked.
I found a road after leaving our cave and followed the road, with Nayoko by my side. I was glad that he also noticed my condition, he would occasionally deny my food. But he knew me better than he lets on... He would not eat unless I did... Good thing he did that. I do not know if I would have survived.
I could no longer make my wings appear as I used to... I tried multiple times to shorten our travel, but they never appeared. During our search some small nuts and fruits were available, Nayoko would bring me a branch full of them or plop them into his small carry bag.
I appreciated his help, but it won't be enough to recover from the harsh winter. When we would camp, I would use some berries to make tea and calm myself. I just wished that we would find a village soon... The staff wasn't a great walking cane, but I tried to continue, for Nayoko... He needs me.
We continued for another two days before arriving at a village.
Current date: Day 04, Month 04, Year 989. The start of spring.
When I arrived in a village, people stopped, they stood looking at me weirdly. I did not care, I just wanted some food, I beelined towards an INN. At first, the Innkeeper denied me service, looking at me with disdain. I told him I had money to pay for food. When he saw my coin bag, he apologized and gave me food.
I ate like a ravenous dog. Eating and drinking a lot would make me feel sick, but I was happy. Finally, with some good food, I had some time to regain some of the strength I had lost during winter and rest more easily. I rented a room when I finished eating and left to sleep in the sleeping quarters that I was provided.
I feel like my day just flew by because I don't remember when I left, or the time I went to sleep.
Current date: Day 05, Month 04, Year 989. The start of spring.
The next day, the innkeeper got interested in what I got into. I just said I had a problem and ended up in the middle of the forest alone during winter.
You know... When... When I say I remember a song playing in my mind... I can hear the song exactly like I remember it.
I have been playing my songs in my mind... for a while, though this time... Only one stayed in my head, playing on repeat when I wanted to remember a happier song. "All Together" was a soundtrack from a game called Morenatsu. Heh... The acoustic guitar was soothing, but now it just... hurt me.
I can't say it would be a great choice of song for my situation. I just... wished it didn't continuously play in my head due to my situation. Sometimes unwillingly, other times I wanted to hear a song in my head. I sigh while looking at my wooden tankard full of root beer.
Alex was sitting alone in one corner of the tavern with a wooden tankard full of root beer. He has been drinking for a while, trying to suppress his feelings, though the drink did seem to only make it worse.
Alex's Mind: I guess I have been lost in my head for a while. I can't help but think that Lucas has also lost interest in me...
Alex's Mind: That is what I wanted, but now... I just wanted someone to talk to. Samuel made it more fun...
Alex: But beggars can't be choosers...
Alex gulps down the other half of his wooden tankard.
Alex's Mind: This doesn't help with the pain... It just makes it worse...
I drink the last bit of my root beer and leave the tavern. I start my routine by asking for places. Buying the equipment I forgot, and a new map. Go to the adventurer's guild and pick a few easy quests to start earning coins. Luckily, a few slimes could help me now.
While walking, some people look at me surprised, others I can't exactly tell. But I know it is because of the fox that is sitting on top of my head. Nayoko took a liking to sitting in my head from time to time. It had become bigger, but he seems weightless. I sigh and pull down the fox from my head.
I just carry him in my arms and continue toward the quest area. After a while, I managed to collect the materials required from the quests, some asked how I managed to get the "slime coins" but I just did not answer. I wanted to busy my mind with something, to not think about what had happened.
But writing this is making me remember... I will leave it here and return when I feel better.
Current date: Day 22, Month 04, Year 989. Spring.
Recommended song for the following part, “Limit” By Citizen Soldier. Heavily inspired by the song. Also, I recommend “Loner” By Kennyoung.
~= Time: Morning. =~
Soon, after a couple of weeks, I managed to come to terms with what happened with Samuel. I decided to not contact them again, or even tell them where I was. Levy asked me to keep her informed by sending a postcard from every town I visited. But I could no longer have the strength to continue with it.
Samuel made me rethink it. I did not want to be associated with them, I would only harm them if I continued. I knew their feelings, yet I did nothing to heal their wounds... Lucas... distanced himself after he taught me Mana spells. Aiden made his move a bit too sudden.
I did not need them... Yes, they are friends, but I don't feel that way toward any of them, it would be wrong to just accept one of them as a partner. After all, true love needs to bloom from both...
Alex's Mind: I'm better alone...
I was meditating in the middle of the forest near the village I have been staying. I learned that my meditation left me vulnerable. I created or controlled the Mana around the area I meditated to create some sort of force field. My emotions and my mind changed back to what I was before arriving here.
Though I can't say how I acted before I arrived, it was different from how I acted when I started to fit into this new lifestyle. I have been selfish for a while and depended too much on someone. I was an adult, yet... I felt like I did not learn a lot about myself.
A new promise to myself was needed, and so I made it that I would no longer be honest with people... honest about my feelings, or my past. I will just keep my past to myself and never show my emotions again. I have been hurt after finally acting like my true self, and been hurt more than I was hoping.
Alex's Mind: Sorry father... Eliot... It seems I can't keep my promise... But, I will try to use my power for good, and help those in need. I won't break what you asked me to do.
I can't... just move on... Meditation only helps quell my problems. My insecurities, stupidity, and ignorance. I know I'm an adult and should take it better, but... Is it wrong of me to expect everyone to understand me? Understand my issues and inner demons?
I must be pathetic, yet here I am. Still moving on... still living in another person's body. A body that I managed to call mine. When I know it's someone else, this makes me feel even worse...
Alex: Haah... Ignorance is bliss...
I broke out of the meditation I was doing. Unable to clear my mind like I needed to.
Alex: Fuck... I hate this. I hate that I tried something yet... I'm the same person. Just... more open than before.
I bring my legs to my chest and let my head rest on them.
Alex: What was the point of getting a second chance, and suffering... from the same problems. Nothing can change me... I can't ask for help.
Alex: Therapy is practically non-existent. I need help... But I will suffer again. So I think this is better... to suffer and not make them suffer as much as me.
Alex: No matter what I try, it seems that... happiness would only be a dream. God... I'm hopeless...
Alex: Haah...
~= Time: Midday. =~
I arrive at the inn, with no energy in me for today. I go to my room and hurdle in a ball. I still have tears in my eyes... I probably look like a zombie.
Alex: Heh... like a zombie.
I say without a force, mostly coming out in incoherent mumbling... Probably.
I lost the drive to continue, I'm worried about Nayoko, though he seems to be fine. Always feed, even going out to the forest more often. My coin bag is severely lacking coins. I think It can only last for a week before I have no more coins to stay.
Current date: Day 01, Month 05, Year 989. Spring.
I have been kicked out of the INN for the lack of coins to continue my stay. Right now... I'm just laying down in this lake I found. Water is dipping my feet. While the rest of my body is on the grass. I sold everything I had, even the items for mining, my potions, my materials... I don't need it.
My mind... is not alright. Though I feel numb. I have been writing less... no need to keep updating my life. After all, it is just uneventful. Besides me getting kicked out of the INN, losing a lot of items, and giving up.
Alex: I think...
Alex: It is time...
Alex: To give up...
[End of Alex's Journal #1.]
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~-=| Awakening of the hero. |=-~
Alex's life is on the edge. He decided to give up... Taking the easy way out. He is starving, has no place to call home, lost his companion, or it seemed that way, and there is no drive. Yet he still moves on, carrying his own messed up mind, and keeps moving forward. Giving up does not always mean giving up in life, in this case, he gave up on trying to get better.
Though, his life can't be uneventful forever. Not in this world.
(Computer: Tarot card number seventeen has been deactivated. The Star, Upright: When the Star arrives in the upright position, it usually follows a difficult change or traumatic event.)
(Computer: Changing timeline...)
Mana is a mysterious power that flows and commands this mysterious world. It can attract problems to anyone, this time no different. An event like a video game was started. Called raids.
(Computer: Pulling information on Raids.
Computer: Raids: Natural and unnatural phenomenon caused by fluctuations in Mana that create or change the behavior of many living beings. More the creatures who are associated with monsters or have ill will. Example: Slimes are docile creatures, yet possess the ability to become “evil” when the raid phenomenon appears.)
Recommended song for the following part, “Eternal Fire” By Beast In Black. Also, I recommend “No Surrender” By Beast In Black and “On My Way” By Alan Walker. Heavily inspired part by all three songs.
While Alex was unconscious because he had fallen asleep due to his lack of sleep. The sky moved rather quickly, almost like a time-lapse of the sky. The color of the vastly blue-colored void with clouds changed to a tinge of red and purple. A moon with colors similar to blood rising and changing the surroundings.
A mysterious power surrounds Alex, both he and Nayoko are being transported. Nayoko, although a spirit animal, could understand his purpose. Still, he had feelings and could feel Alex's sorrow. When he appears beside Alex, he is in the middle of Ripple Turwen, and people are running away from multiple kinds of monsters.
Slimes, hornets, giant rats, and even skeletons and goblins appeared attacking this village. Their eyes changed into a bloody crimson color, shining in the new light of the bloody moon. Nayoko, worried about his companion, tried to wake him up by licking his face. It worked, but in a way not expected.
Alex's body started floating, almost like someone trying to make him stand. A blue flame surrounded Alex's body, slowly joining together with him. Never been so wide awake by the sudden surge of power, fire burning inside his body, at the same time in his eyes. New determination was forced into him.
Alex was pulled out from that blissful place of emptiness, where his emotions no longer affected him. He breathed in and out, getting the smells of burned wood, blood, and dirt. His body was burning with new-found energy. It had a warm feeling of familiarity, making him feel comfortable and at peace.
Slowly healing and recovering the strength he had lost, due to his lack of eating and loss of body mass. Then a voice made his eyes open wide.
???????: Alex, what are you doing?!
Alex tried to look around, he noticed Nayoko, his figure being bigger than what he remembered reaching his size. Also, he was standing, making him confused about how this happened.
???????: Alex, are you about to throw away the request father gave you?
His eyes widened, recognizing the voice calling him.
Alex: Maxwell?! Where are you?
He feels his eyes roll, and that alone makes him feel nervous. Also confused for not understanding completely what is going on.
Alex: What the-?
Maxwell: Is it that surprising that I can still control something from my body?
Alex: I wasn't... expecting you at all...
Maxwell: Really? Even after telling yourself that it was time to give up?
Alex: I...
Maxwell: I think... I can understand.
Maxwell's voice became strained after getting a bit of the feeling Alex had.
Maxwell: W-wow... Alex... is... this how m-much pain you feel every day?
Alex: Wait, you can feel it?
Maxwell: Of c-course, let me remind you... It is still my body, yet... I can't control it. Not anymore... Can you control your feelings a bit?
Alex: Sorry, I can try... Just... follow... What I'm doing.
Alex closes his eyes, Maxwell following the same steps. Though, he interrupts him by saying what he needed to hear.
Maxwell: Everything is going to be alright.
A warm feeling surrounds him, making his skin crawl with goosebumps. Feeling a blanket and a hug that surrounds his body.
Maxwell: You have a companion that has yet to leave you alone. He has been working to take some load off your shoulders.
Maxwell: Be glad to have someone. You are no longer alone, and you won't be, remember that.
Alex felt as if a weight was lifted, making him weak, and almost falling, but he managed to stay on his feet thanks to Maxwell.
Maxwell: Soon you will find that life is not always unfair. Enjoy it... and don't make me come back to get you up.
Alex: Heh...
A small chuckle escaped him, glad to feel and see Maxwell that he is the same as before. Throughout the time he was talking, Nayoko wondered what was going on in Alex's head, since he seemed to be talking alone. Not only that but, due to their connection the feeling was intense, like both found solace in their problems.
When Maxwell was present in his body before he gave goodbye to his friends and family, he felt at peace. But his worries and insecurities clouded that feeling, his mind guided him in a way that the damage he felt would come back.
Alex: Thank you... Maxwell.
When they are together, it is like a way you fight heat while sleeping, a limb out to cool down, but your body is mostly covered. Until you find that comfortable way that cold and heat join together and lull you to sleep. Two opposite souls, find a common ground of peace when they are together.
Maxwell: Alright, it is time we get to work. We have to protect the villagers!
Alex shakes his head, getting ready for the battle approaching. Clearing his mind from the previous problems. Making him force them aside for later. After all, their focus should be the duty of protectors to the villagers. All of them can use Mana, but not all can or will risk their lives to fight.
Alex: Alright! Nayoko, help me with the villagers.
Nayoko nods and starts running around the village, sometimes using his hidden dagger to kill and cut the goblins taking away people. With the occasional slime and skeleton attacking or destroying the houses of the villagers.
Determination pulls Alex into a state of hyper-concentration in the same way when he plays a video game. His body tenses, his senses become sharper, and his eyes are more focused on the battle ahead. Today a bloody moon appeared and so, Alex and Maxwell had a mission. To save the villages from the incoming wave of enemies.
Alex, rushes into battle, while Maxwell makes the wings on his body appear, calling the attention of the enemy with the flutter of them, picking up Alex into the air. Alex makes Eliot's gifted staff appear in front of him, a mysterious aura surrounds his staff that soon shatters like glass.
The staff increases his control and efficiency of Mana's use, enabling him to cast spells and better control Mana around him. It also increases his Mana capacity. Making a battle cry, Alex uses his Mana control as a way to make the enemy pay attention to him.
Meanwhile, Nayoko, having a larger body slim yet the size of Maxwell's body, runs around the village picking up villagers left. Clearing the area from any victims. He takes multiple trips around the village, slowly but securely, leaving the villagers away from the place where Alex and Maxwell would be fighting.
Nayoko provides support once he manages to get everyone in safety, he starts making the enemies move towards where Alex and Maxwell were.
(Computer: Second Primal Element Awakening, Control of Fire element has been fully unlocked...)
The fire of the houses starts to be moved upwards from where Alex is flying, Maxwell, focused only on helping Alex, can't help but make a smirk that Alex feels. Finally seeing the fruits of the training with Lucas had been working. Using his staff, Alex makes the fire surround the enemies, and makes them burn in the flames.
Normally Alex would be affected by this, but thanks to Maxwell, his focus is on saving the lives in this village. Alex continues and moves lower into the ground using his staff as a barrier, Maxwell understands what Alex is trying to do, and follows with extra power behind his wings.
The force of impact increments, making multiple cracks in their bones, others have to be under multiple enemies. Slimes already impacted by the fire use the ability of Cascade, a spell, to pull out the fire from their companions.
I recommend "No Surrender" By Beast In Black in this part, if you are listening to the recommended music.
Some slimes mutate and become fire slimes, Alex uses his Mana control changing the cascade spell to become blades of water in midair hitting the slimes and separating them into smaller slimes. This greatly reduces their mass making them faster, yet their spell capability reduces making them unable to use spells.
This time, Maxwell suggests Alex use Water and Fire spells jointly.
On Nayoko's side, he starts to use his own Mana to move the enemies like he was herding sheep, making them join in a small circle. Using Water Mana to move them together, and changing to Fire Mana, to create projectiles once they are inside. The few stragglers are pulled into a stabbing fest.
Nayoko takes his blade out and starts using it. It proves useful as his number of enemies slowly starts to decrease. Slimes are often cut with the blade, making small slimes.
Turning back to Alex, he tries and casts a double spell of fire and water, water shooting out and then fires after it. Using Mana control he makes both elements dance creating a vortex of water and fire, hitting the enemies with great strength. The water boils, and the fire changes in color, becoming blue.
The amount of fire/water changes, the amount of water increases, and the amount of fire decrease, yet the flame becomes hotter when the change of color happens. The boiling water creates a suffocating vapor that surrounds the inside of the vortex, increasing the damage more, and making the slimes evaporate from the sheer amount of heat.
Slimes, hornets, giant rats, even skeletons and goblins, all of them get affected by this new-found power. All getting third-degree burns. Bones from the skeletons become ash, washed away by the boiling water. Goblins have burns that destroy their epidermis and dermis. Bones also get altered but less than ideal, muscles, and tendons get most of the damage.
The rats are somewhat more protected, their fur burns away, but the heat boils their bodies nearly making them pop, and their eyes bulge out with a red unnatural color. A gore scene indeed. Some details are better left out.
When checking around for enemies, a mysterious force pulls them inside a spelling circle on the floor. Maxwell, Alex, and Nayoko get pulled away from the scene to a new location. Their surroundings become black in an instant.
Location: Ivudor, Ashborne Erast, Capital, Origin point/middle of the citadel.
Current date: Day 02, Month 05, Year 989. Spring.
Instincts kick in when they arrive, there is immediate light. Monsters are already destroying some houses, and Goblins, dragging away people by hair or carrying them by multiple people. Alex kicks into action before the others that arrive start moving. Their wings extend, increasing his running speed into flying speed.
His staff makes a wall, and multiple of them are dragged away, while the person they were carrying gets grabbed by Nayoko, put gently on his back, and taken to safety. The people who arrived first are four, already known to Maxwell and Alex.
Alex bites his tongue when he notices his friends at the point of origin. He stills his mind to do what Eliot asked, instead of turning back into his pit. With a glance, he notices Levy calling, yet he ignores her. Not wanting to talk at the moment.
Alex's Mind: Fuck, they are here.
Maxwell stirs up after noticing Alex's colorful vocabulary.
Maxwell: Did something happen between you and them? And be careful with the tongue, it hurts!
Alex's Mind: You can hear what I think?
Maxwell: I can... Sorry for not asking.
Alex's Mind: No problem, I just... hope, you don't hate me for this...
Alex's Mind: I have a problem with Samuel, and things have been rocky, please just... don't ask. That's why you found me... giving up. I think we will continue like this for a long time.
Maxwell makes clear his disappointment, yet he decides not to ask.
Maxwell: Fine... I won't ask... Let's get this over with.
When Samuel, Aiden, Lucas, and Levy arrived. Lucas is the first to notice Alex flying, his wings having a rare shine, not normal like the ones they know.
Lucas: Isn't that Alex?
Samuel looks up after adjusting his case where his spell blade was stored. He whimpers when he notices that Levy got ignored. She seems taken aback by the lack of acknowledgment from Alex.
Samuel: Yes... it is him.
Samuel says breathy. Aiden joins in the conversation between Samuel and Lucas and asks.
Aiden: Samuel, Why did you whimper?
All of them are looking back at Samuel, he seems taken back and curls back a bit.
Samuel: I'd rather not talk about it.
Samuel's Mind: Glad he survived the winter at least.
Lucas: Haah... You better not have done what I think you did.
They all turn to notice new people joining the battle scene. An Archer and a Fighter. The archer is female, she has brown skin color, long lustrous red hair, sharp red fire eyes, long ears, and lips with a cherry-like color. Her armor is red-plated with increased spare space to move around.
The fighter is female, with medium skin color, short yet cute black hair tied on her back, emerald green eyes, and a friendly face. Her armor is white plated with brown leather of some kind, seemingly more durable than it looks, and white-colored wrist metal guards that seem to absorb impacts by her fists.
????: New people to join the fun!
The fighter says giddy, almost excited to be fighting with new people.
??????: Wow, new faces. It has been a while since we got summoned to a raid.
The Archer utters while looking at their new companions. She seems to have a different impression of them.
????: Are these our new companions, Catori?
The Fighter asks Catori, The archer.
Catori: Oh, we forgot our manners. The name is Catori, and my traveler companion here is Hana.
Hana: Nice to meet you all!
Alex sighs and turns towards the new arrival of people in this citadel. His face changes to the mask he would always use, a smile strained yet difficult to see through.
Alex: Hello! Nice to meet the two of you, name is Alex.
He says, while trying to sound positive, he extends a hand and shakes it firmly with both new arrivals.
Alex: Sorry to interrupt, bu-.
Around fifteen goblins come running, towards them in the back. Alex raises a hand and uses his Mana control, he makes multiple streams of Water that push away the incoming enemy. Passing around them, not hitting one of his companions.
The new arrival is impressed by his use of Mana, thinking that it was probably a spell. Alex was mouthing something, though it meant nothing. It gave the illusion he was casting a spell. Once the enemy is far away, he stops and corrects his stance.
Alex: But there is work to be done. People are suffering, unless you want to take all the credit if I finish this before all of you.
Alex says teasingly with a smirk. Trying to make them move, he is unable to give space to Nayoko to pull people into safety.
Hana: Oh. This sounds fun!
At least he managed to make one excited to start fighting. Though, that giddiness doesn't last long when Lucas asks out of nowhere.
Lucas: Hey, did Samuel do something to you?
Samuel shifts uncomfortably when Lucas asks. Alex, being uncomfortable talking about it, decides to take things more professionally.
Alex: No time to deal with the small talk, either help or don't.
Feeling the sense of duty, and protection for the villagers, that Maxwell is giving. He turns to leave, his phrase coming a bit too strong. There seems to give a hint of anger, and sadness. Aiden runs, and grabs Alex by the wrist of his left hand, stopping him.
Aiden: Wait! Why are you acting this way, Alex?
Aiden asks while the others look at him expecting some kind of answer. Alex's feelings start to surge, he grits his teeth. He doesn't want to talk, not after noticing a few kids running away from some skeletons.
Alex: Leave my hand, lives are at risk! If we do not do something they-
Alex pulls his hand away from Aiden's grasp, and at the same time a tidal wave of water floods away ten skeletons from some children running away. Nayoko runs and pulls them up on his back. The children laugh after noticing the fox giving them a ride to safety. A small smile appears when he hears the joy of the children. But snaps back to his duty.
Alex: Hurry up! I don't want the children to suffer because of a parent's death. Nor for a brother or sister lost or killed.
This time Alex dashes, his wings fluttering, increasing his speed and pushing away the enemy from another villager escaping the claws of some big rats. Meanwhile, he uses his casting ability to call back again the force he used into a more controlled version, it is narrower and equally powerful, but the damage to the area that is lefts is minuscule compared to before.
All of them understand that this situation is not supposed to be used to get acquainted. They all spring into action, taking down a group of skeletons marching toward the castle.
I recommend "The Hero" By Nathan Wagner or "All Eyes On You" By Smash Into Pieces for this part.
After a while, Alex enters into a mode known as berserker. Blinded by his rage, he started to use his Mana and Mana control more sporadically. This in turn makes his companions, especially Lucas, turn to see him. Worried, Lucas calls for Levy's attention.
Maxwell: Alex, calm down. Keep your head on the right track, or we will be harming someone.
In the distance.
Lucas: Levy! Something seems off from Alex.
Levy: I know he seems angrier. Whatever Samuel told him, has made him hold it up for a while.
Back to Alex.
Alex: No worries, I need to get some steam off, and what better way than using these monsters?
A wicked smile forms in Alex, and Maxwell, understanding what is happening, starts to slowly stop the support he was giving. Slowly Alex starts to descend, before hitting the ground he turns around to make the damage hit his back.
Maxwell: I can't help you in this state, Alex, I'm sorry.
Alex answers back angrily, yet somehow controlled.
Alex: It is fine, it is not like I wasn't expecting it.
He says while sitting up on the ground.
Maxwell: Sorry, Alex, but-
Alex: No need to worry, I know when I'm being a burden. I know I'm being an asshole, so if you want to leave, go ahead.
Alex tries to keep his mind blank, not letting Maxwell read his reason for answering like that.
Maxwell: Don-
Alex: I said I get it! I already know what I'm dealing with, it is not different from my previous life. I already came to terms with it. So either help me or don't.
Maxwell, noticing his refusal to answer, stays, but he keeps quiet. Alex sighs when he notices the quietness of Maxwell.
Alex: I see... Fine, I will calm down.
Maxwell: Than-
Alex: No, shush, leave, you decided to not help me. Let me take care of what I know I can do best.
Alex searches for Nayoko until he spots him, and he calls him.
Alex: Nayoko!
Nayoko turns to Alex after he returns from dropping the last people in a safe location.
Alex: Can you take me to where the other people are staying?
Nayoko nods and lowers himself to the ground. Alex climbs on top and grabs Nayoko's neck fur. Also, he makes his staff return to his previous stored space.
Alex: Atta boy! Let's go!
Nayoko leaves the area while the others wonder why Alex is leaving.
A bit before.
Lucas: Oh god... that smile.
Aiden and Lucas shiver when looking at Alex. Remembering the weird atmosphere he managed to create with just a single gaze. This smile was not like the others they saw him, this one called mischievous evil. Almost like he was enjoying doing damage to others.
Levy: Why are you both in fear?
Aiden: That smile is when something... wrong or off-putting is happening inside Alex's mind.
Lucas: I still remember that smile, and no matter what, I still shiver at it.
Samuel: Are all of you stopping to talk?
Levy: It is just that Alex seems to be holding onto something. Also, he-
They all hear Alex talking to himself, when they all look at Alex, he is descending and hitting the floor. Levy is visibly confused, while Lucas and Aiden feel fear increasing in them. Samuel is just troubled by how Alex is acting.
Alex: It is fine, it is not like I wasn't expecting it.
Levy: Told you, he is troubled by something and speaking to himself? Samuel, what did you do?
Samuel: I rather not say...
Samuel visibly hides his tail between his legs. Guilt eating at him.
Aiden: Why?
Samuel: It is just... something... I said.
Lucas: What did you tell him?
Levy: I think I know what you did.
Levy said, disappointed in Samuel.
Levy: I told you to be careful with what you say to him.
Samuel: I didn't think he would take it the wrong way... Besides, he said he would leave me alone...
Levy: Even with nearly two years. You didn't learn about his issues...
Samuel: His... issues?
Levy: Seriously?! I thought you would be able to understand him better than me, god. I just did the wrong thing and trusted the one that had no idea.
Samuel steps back, feeling the anger emanating from Levy.
Lucas: He has issues? He seemed fine, not everything that he told us seemed to affect him at all.
Levy: Ok with you, I expected you to not see them.
Alex: Nayoko!
They all turn to look and notice the big three-tailed fox approaching Alex.
Levy: Wow... Nayoko has gotten bigger.
Lucas: What do you expect from a spirit fox?
Levy: Really? I thought Nayoko was a normal fox, with a weird fur pattern.
Aiden and Samuel: Hey!
Both yell, feeling offended by the comment.
Levy: Sorry!
Levy says with an accompanied laugh.
Alex: Atta boy! Let's go!
They all turn to look again at Alex, his wings disappearing.
Levy: Well, he seems way calmer now that Nayoko is by his side.
Samuel sighs, finally avoiding the topic, or so he thought.
Levy: You are going to have to tell me what you said to him. And If he doesn't talk to me... you will get it, mister.
Samuel stiffens. Remembering that, Levy is part of the royal guards and the trainer of her army. The punishment will equal to an exhausting routine of exercises. Even Samuel could not survive her training. Her training got harsher after noticing how Alex easily evaded the first time they met.
Returning to Alex, arriving at the secured location or safety zone.
Alex: Thank you, Nayoko.
Alex said, scratching between Nayoko's ears before hopping off his back.
Old Lady: Why are you back here? What about the others?
Alex: Ma'am, we are doing what we can, I came back to heal the injured and put something to protect the area.
Alex: Nayoko, keep moving people to safety, and bring any injured here.
Nayoko again nods in agreement and leaves.
Distressed father: Can you check one of my kids? He isn't faring well. It seems he had a bad cut on his back, and it has been bleeding badly.
Maxwell: You know healing spells?
Alex's Mind: Of course I do. If I need to help people, I need to know healing spells.
While responding, he raised a brow. The father was a bit confused.
Alex: First things first.
Alex calls back his staff.
Maxwell: What about protecting the area?
Alex's Mind: Already have it covered.
Alex remembers a goddess of Egyptian origin that protects people known as Bastet the goddess of protection. It was also named Ailuros in Greek religion. Her job was to protect the home from evil spirits and disease, especially diseases associated with women and children. She is seen as a mother to children due to her cat-like features, mostly the protective nature of cats with their kittens.
Alex starts to cast the spell based on the goddess's name.
Alex: Coniuro te deus salutis et salutis protector. Adjuva me, tuearis quos opto tuearis, anima mea et cor tuum sit dux virtutis tue. Locum constitue, qui nostros hostes sine laesione arcet. Per petitionem tuam poscimus auxilium tuum et nos omnes defende.
While casting the spell, a line appears on the ground that is slowly being drawn around the area of safety. The area is quite open, lacking monsters but vulnerable. The spell circle under Alex slowly increases in size and covers the drawn field completely.
Alex: Magica carmina! Tutela deo Bastet.
With a big thump on the floor using his staff, the spell begins to activate. His staff creates sparks from the impact, the circle on the outside starts to create bubbles, and sparks fly out making a transparent wall that is closing in until a dome is formed. It looks like a soap bubble, with colors flowing and moving in waves. Multiple children marble at the sight, being inside a bubble is still something new to them.
Distressed father: What did you do?
The father of the injured child asks, slightly worried at the weird spell.
Alex: It is a safety spell... or a shield spell? It creates what you see, it makes a wall that can ward off the monsters. It mostly protects us from incoming attacks-
Before Alex could finish his explanation, some arrows begin to descend toward them, but start to bounce away from the dome. Like if it was made of rubber but strong like steel.
Alex: And that's why it covers us completely like that.
Alex says, trying to calm down the father.
Alex: Now, where are your children?
Alex goes around helping the injured, a few offer some herbs that they had carried around. With the occasional person with a cauldron, somehow still carrying it. A few villagers search through the rubble and start creating a small feeding station, and it seems that most want to help Alex.
Others find things and create small places to put the injured to lie down on and rest. While a few spells work, he can only manage to close the wounds to stop bleeding. Using his Mana control, he pulls the Mana to absorb it, thanks to Maxwell.
(Maxwell's hidden skill: Mana absorption. Alex's hidden skill: Mana control. Though, Alex's skill is hidden by the simulation of a spell cast. Same with the Mana absorption, to avoid suspicion.)
Alex uses basic medical procedures to stop bleeding, wrapping cuts, sterilizing cuts as much as he can, and healing with spells when the cuts are bad enough. When he thinks he is done, more people arrive, with injuries. Others start helping around or giving items they were carrying, clothes are used to make strips of clothing.
He asked one of the villagers to help disinfect the makeshift bandages. Changing them and providing water with his Mana spells. His body takes a toll, but he still puts on and asks for Maxwell's help to continue with the Mana absorption. This continues until most of the people around wonder what the others are doing.
Alex lets a sigh escape him, once he is done. He clears the sweat that his stress created. Though, his duty was not over. An explosion reaches Alex's ears, this time in the direction of the castle. Nayoko lowers himself in front of Alex, to try to let him get up and help his companions. Defeated, and exhausted, he joins back the battle.
Many villagers start cheering for him and thanking him for the help he provided. Soon he arrives at the scene of the explosion.
Location: Ivudor, Ashborne Erast, Capital, Gates of the castle entrance.
I recommend "Out of Control" By Battle Beast for this part.
Close to the gated entrance, Alex arrives with Nayoko. Lucas seems to be holding back at something, his spells are active on Levy, Samuel, Aiden, Catori, and Hana. Seemingly giving them a protective aura, a glow-colored green. A crystal globe-like shine appears consecutively, creating something like a shield.
Alex decides to eat his grudge and starts to help them, though he did feel the need to ignore Samuel, after all, he still had his resentment for what he told him.
Alex: So... what are you doing?
Lucas turns to Alex, surprised to see him talking to him.
Lucas: Now you decide to talk to us?
Alex: Sorry, I... Well... I know I was out of it... You see... I was... affected by something Samuel said. And... It is not fair to all of you, to fall into my problem with him.
Alex: I'm really sorry... Besides... it seems you guys need help here...
Alex points at the place burning, there is still rubble and dust moving in there. He can't see what is happening but understands that it is something bad, due to the explosion.
Alex: So what are they fighting against?
Lucas: A demon dog.
Levy yells from the battle scene. All of them are in a row covering Lucas. Aiden and Samuel seem to be the only ones fighting the monsters that are inside the dusted cloud.
Levy: Those are Bloodhounds! Be careful!
(Computer: Pulling information on Bloodhounds...
Computer: Bloodhounds: A monster that seems to resemble the common dog, normally covered with flames, it is an undead monster. Bloodhounds act like dogs and can be trained like so. But are often trained to hunt and kill. These monsters fall in the Medium-Class monsters. Due to the frequent fall into corruption during raids. The species is considered docile and can be good companions when trained.
Well-trained and contract-sealed Bloodhounds can coexist with humans, and are typically kept as companions, resembling the common house pet dog, and sometimes are used as guard dogs too. During corruption, they are known to cause explosions when they are in groups. In this state, they can become a High-Class Enemy.
Computer: End of public information.)
The rubble and dust clear, showing the figures of black dogs, their flesh seemingly burned almost like a carcass. Their claws are full of a fire red like ruby colors. White furred paws to their wrists. Their ears are pointy and their tails are similar to the Pharaoh Hound. Crimson eyes shining in the night, almost full of rage.
Their flames are long like snakes. Fire exits from their mouths, and their noses huff a dark cloud. They look like they are tired. Their fur and skin are so close to their bones that you can see their caged chest from their prosternum to their rib cage. Fire exits from their wrist, creating a decorating fur like fire.
Alex: Bloodhounds? Huh... They are not... Bloodhounds.
Lucas just turns in disbelief, for them those dogs are called bloodhounds. For Alex, he was thinking of the St. Hubert Hound or Chien de St. Hubert.
Lucas: They are Bloodhounds...
Alex: Right, I forgot! Sorry, to me, they seem more like... Hellhounds? From what I know, they are dogs that guard the underworld.
Alex answers, scratching his head. Lucas blinks, forgetting something or, better said, remembering that Alex is not from this world.
Alex: Nothing, forget I said something about that. What are the weaknesses of this kind of... Monster?
Lucas: Uh... weaknesses? They... Don't have one...
Alex: Hmm... Strange... slimes have weaknesses depending on their property of Mana... Earth Mana can help with Water Slimes.
Alex: These seem to be immune to Water Mana, have you tried to join Holy Mana with Water Mana?
Lucas: Huh... Are you saying that you can fuse Mana?
Alex moves a finger and moves Water Mana on top of his finger until it becomes actual water.
Alex: Look at this...
He then unites Fire Mana in the center, Until a flame starts to form. The color of the fire changes to blue, making the water boil.
Alex: This is not fusing Mana... It is more like... changing its properties of it... If you notice, the fire is smaller, but it has a stronger force.
Lucas: True... but, spells can't actually fuse Alex, not like this.
Alex smiles.
Alex: But I can make them do this.
Alex throws the ball over his companions, it arrives under the paws of the Bloodhounds. One of them gets close. The fire slowly starts to become brighter. Until it implodes, and the water sprays on the Bloodhounds. The flame sprays with the water until it lands on all of them.
I recommend "Push It to the Limit" By Battle Beast for this part.
Alex: Lucas, increase the shield protection. Double it or triple it.
Lucas doesn't question, and the shields start to become stronger, the shine seems like the blades of a helicopter. Air flows around stronger. The shields are lower than the ones protecting the ground, Alex pulls Lucas inside one of the shields. Alex continues to control the Mana around this time, using and changing the properties of the Mana around.
Alex manages to change the properties of Water to Snow. Though, it comes to a cost. His body becomes weaker, Maxwell even if he is giving help, mostly helping Lucas, consciousness starts to falter. The Bloodhounds are receiving a lot of damage, the heat of the area starts to rise, and they start to fall, to the extreme changes in temperature surrounding them.
Alex makes sure to only affect the area of the bloodhounds and around his companions. Creating a snow globe like a storm. Lucas, Samuel, Levy, Aiden, Catori, and Hana are appalled. The power of controlling the elements like this was still something unseen.
Though it was not controlling actual elements, Mana can manifest as an element, slowly changing into something similar to an element. One stayed behind, seemingly to be a lot stronger. Levy tries to attack at a distance with prayers, it does work, but barely.
Alex: Try again...
Maxwell: You need to stop this, Alex, or you might end up with a lot of damage to your body. I'm worried about you.
Alex: Just give me your support, Maxwell!
All of them turn to him, his wings appearing again with the same shine they saw him before. Alex already seemed to be focused on something. That is, until he started to cast a spell when he called his staff.
Alex: Coniuro te deus salutis et salutis protector. Adjuva me, tuearis quos opto tuearis, anima mea et cor tuum sit dux virtutis tue. Locum constitue, qui nostros hostes sine laesione arcet. Per petitionem tuam poscimus auxilium tuum et nos omnes defende.
Alex: Magica carmina! Tutela deo Bastet.
Alex's body starts to glow, absorbing the remains of the unused Mana around the place. A shield appears surrounding the Bloodhound. This time, Alex moves the whole snow climate surrounding them, compressing and moving it inside the shield. His hold on his body falters more, this time starts to lose balance.
Alex: K-keep your prayers, Levy. Catori, c-can you shoot arrows of ice?
Catori: I...
She shakes her head, recovering from the shock of the amount of Mana surrounding the area.
Catori: I can try.
Alex: S-Samuel, use your wind spell blade to j-join the arrow.
Samuel nods, even after feeling guilty, this was not the time to hide.
Lucas: Alright, What do you want me to do?
Alex smiles.
Alex: K-Keep the shields up for as long as you can, when you see the s-spell blade and arrow move to the shield, e-everything will move outwards, use y-your shield spell to keep it contained.
Lucas: Alright!
Lucas starts to chant the spell, this time preparing a shield surrounding the one that Alex created.
Aiden: What can I do?
Alex: Sorry, A-Aiden. Just help me s-stay stable.
He comes around and grabs Alex under his arms, Aiden notices the amount of strain his body is receiving. The spell blade and arrows, shooting at the captured bloodhound, stay floating.
Alex: Keep shooting!
Catori and Samuel continue shooting arrows, and Mana blades.
Alex: Lucas now!
When Alex yells, all the arrows and Mana blades join inside the ball, like containment of the Bloodhound. Lucas starts to force the shield to become stronger, meanwhile, Alex's/Maxwell's body starts to become so weak that he shoots backward. Like a force that had pushed him away from the shield, he was staying.
The previous shield cast by Alex disappears. Aiden also gets dragged, not prepared for the sudden strong push of his body being thrown backward. But manages to stop Alex before they hit the wall. Lucas' body starts to strain, noticing the amount of power contained.
I recommend "Angel Cry" By Battle Beast for this part.
Samuel notices the small flame left where Alex was standing, the last connection that was still left of Maxwell, disappearing like dust. The atmosphere surrounding Lucas, Aiden, Samuel, and Levy. Falls into a bittersweet feeling, losing the last connection to Maxwell.
This was the last feeling connecting them to Alex and Maxwell. Severing the possibility to see or hear Maxwell one more time. A voice echoes on Maxwell's friends.
Maxwell: Goodbye friends...
Alex slowly faints. Losing consciousness. The last things he hears are Aiden, Lucas, Samuel, and Levy. Having a discussion about something.
Lucas: How is Alex able to control so much Mana! This is absurd!
Levy: What do you mean?!
Lucas: I'm still holding this together, so it doesn't destroy our surroundings and us! This is a great amount of Mana I can't keep containing this!
Samuel: Did all of you felt that?
Aiden: Yes...
Catori: What feeling?
Hana: I didn't feel anything, besides the impressive amount of Mana.
Lucas: Not the time! I need all of you to move out of the way or stay in one shield!
Lucas moves the ball shield containing the great amount of Mana and the Bloodhound, which is slowly but surely dying. All of them move inside where Lucas is, a bit cramped but letting Lucas start to relax a bit more.
Lucas: Samuel, help me get rid of this, throw it as high as you can with your wind spell! I will make the Shield more solid.
Aiden drags Alex inside the shield with him. Lucas increases the size of his shield, so they can have more space. Meanwhile, Samuel starts to cast a hurricane-like spell, creating a tornado under the shield, slowly being dragged upwards. It takes a while until the shield is now hovering off the ground.
Samuel starts to cast two more, depleting his Mana pool. Making him dizzy, but now the chaotic ball is moving faster. Lucas holds as much as he can. Until the spell breaks, Lucas can't hold on longer until his Mana pool nearly depletes. An explosion effect starts, like fireworks in the sky.
At the same time, all that snow starts to fall on the capital. Expanding and covering nearly everywhere. All of them are shocked and terrified, this amount of Mana would literally destroy the capital if they didn't move outwards. The event starts to disappear.
Clouds move at an unnatural speed, clearing the bloody clouds, and moving away from the Blood Moon. Time returns to normal, and many damaged things start to turn back in time. An ancestral spell begins to activate in the capital. Light particles float upwards, moving items, and rebuilding the capital.
Though, the rebuild can't be completed due to the missing Mana in the air. The ancient spell can't complete its purpose and leaves a few builds back to normal, while others stay completely barren. Some villagers marble in the snow, glowing with a clear shine thanks to the sun.
Maxwell's friends turn to see if Alex is fine. Seeing him still breathing yet unable to be awakened from his slumber. They know since Aiden frantically, seeming in a panic, shakes him. Levy holds Aiden by his shoulders.
Levy: Stop it, Aiden... he is fine. He is still breathing.
Levy says, calling to attention the slow rise and descent of Alex's chest.
Samuel: ...
Lucas: You have a lot to explain, Samuel... I don't think you can't escape Levy.
Lucas calls Levy's attention to Samuel, who is trying to escape.
Levy: Trying to escape?
Levy moves with an unnatural speed behind Samuel, shivers run down his spine. Making his fur stand up.
Samuel: P-Please Levy... Have mercy...
Levy: No~ This time, you have to tell me what did you tell Alex to make him angry at us...
Levy holds Samuel's shoulders firmly, he begins to shake in fear. He won't be able to escape the mischievous kemono fox.
...
Time passes while Alex is unconscious, repairs start to happen around the citadel, and many injured people are being moved around. There aren't a lot of people with healing abilities. And many injuries can't be healed by potions. Not many have an understanding of the human body, like Alex.
By the time Alex wakes up, he is in a new and unfamiliar place.
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~-=| Opposing royalty. |=-~
[Start of Alex's Journal #2.]
Current date: Day 04, Month 05, Year 989. Spring.
I recommend "Sail in Peace Mantra" By Hu Ja. In the following part, if you are listening to the recommended music while reading.
While I was sleeping, I remembered some things about my childhood. Mostly the stupid things I used to do, some things I used to do were more often than not, well... The things that used to leave me in trouble. One time I remember finding an altar in the middle of a road.
That was when I used to walk a lot in my hometown, though, these kinds of altars are mostly a way to pay respect to the deceased. They are like small houses... but many were used for doing prayers with a few flowers and a few offerings. It is somehow similar to the altars in Japan, but not focused on deities.
I wanted to do something to reminisce about Maxwell and Eliot... Heh... that was what I had in my mind, while I snickered at the hearing of the king, speaking about peace and freedom. I knew that the silent hall of the throne would resonate with my disapproval of their plans. In short, we are to stay in the citadel until further notice. Not only that, but multiple people would be still homeless.
The damage done by the monsters was still high, only the higher nobility had a place to stay and food provided. Those big castles are just an eyesore, showing how separated their class are from each other. A class system like this still existed in my world, but it was less prominent compared to here.
I had woken up in some kind of medical room, not that hygienic but, similar to the old ones... the ones that seemed to be dungeons... that people got tortured. When I took my surroundings, I had no idea where I was. I tried to escape the room, only to notice that it wasn't underground. Not only that... but I was somewhat humiliated...
Standing up abruptly in no clothing, in the middle of a hall... with something similar to maids and butlers was incredibly embarrassing. I immediately jolted inside, grabbed the covers of the bed, and made makeshift clothing. Similar to, huh... roman clothing? No, it was like Olympus's kind of dressing.
Before I even reached the "exit", I was stopped by Lucas and Levy. I think it was the first of many times I had my face flushed in color throughout the day. My uh... makeshift clothing had fallen off when I made a stop in front of them.
Lucas and Levy had stayed behind me, trying to talk to me while walking to the throne room, but I refused to answer. Right now, I wanted to leave just to help those that suffered. Even if I could only heal the ones that were in terrible condition by using my healing spells. I just felt the duty of helping them.
I started to stand up, but Lucas tried to lower me, I was leaving this show of true injustice. Not that I was in the right, but I didn't pay enough attention to the whole thing. So... that was my fault. Still, I had to show respect and took the route of diplomacy or respect. I can't say it is that, but it was something.
Alex's voice was firm, yet it had a sense of urgency.
Alex: With all due respect, your majesty, I'm required somewhere else important. My priorities are to keep the people who work under your... nobility in healthy condition.
Alex: As they are the ones in charge of doing repairs of the citadel. As for myself, I will be giving them all my support to continue living.
I stood and turned to leave the area, until some guards stopped me, yelling about defying the king's orders.
Alex: I suggest that you do not use your ears to twist my words. Never have I specifically stated that I would be defying the king's orders. I stated as I said before.
Alex: I'm required to provide medical assistance to the backbone that will be repairing the citadel. Now, if you excuse me.
One guard tried to strike me with the sword, and my instincts kicked in. Evading the hit and using my control of Mana I pushed them away from my vicinity, creating torrents of water that only hit their heads. Blinding them for a short moment, and making them stumble backward.
Alex: I warned you, even if I might seem at odds. I will do my duty and follow my promise.
I noticed the odd atmosphere around me, the feeling of being watched. Not by the obvious people inside the place, but in the dark corners of the place. Even they got hit by that spurt of water. I dashed to the door, but I noticed the king appearing in front of it, it wasn't like he moved fast, more like it was instantly.
The king, Edgar, made his form appear. Of course, I knew how people are here, and forgetting that some can use Mana is something I keep forgetting. I have seen people use Mana, though not all seem to be able to cast it.
King Edgar: I haven't finished my decree. Also, you are more mannered than the common folk living in Akrasia. Who exactly are you?
I kneeled in front of the king, keeping my respect for him. Showing that even if I want to leave, I will have my manners first. Mostly because he can put me on a watch-list and have me cornered. Not that I would care, but it will become annoying.
Assassins and spies literally have more of an advantage here. Even if I managed to control that Mana before. Most of the help was thanks to Maxwell... though I feel like I won't hear about him again.
Alex: With all due respect, as a right of my own and for my protection, I refuse to answer your inquiry.
While Alex answered back, some guards thought that Alex would attack the king. But the king stopped them. Even the hidden guards in the dark areas of the throne room were stopped by his command.
King Edgar: I see that you still keep things civil with me.
Lucas, Samuel, Aiden, and Levy, are all stunned. Trying to understand what is going on.
Alex: I was taught that diplomacy should be taken with respect. I can also say that you would put me on some kind of watch-list, having spies around me.
Alex: Though, you figured out that it would not be smart to make an enemy from me.
The king smiled at me, I became confused, raising my walls, just in case it was a trick. But my walls fall once he starts laughing. I thought I would never see a carefree king like the king of Ivudor. I stand up, though, and I get a pad in the head like I was some kind of child. Not that I mind, but...
King Edgar: I like you, kid. You have a fierce standing to protect the weak. I'm sure your father is proud of you.
That phrase punched me so hard that I felt as if someone took out the air from me. My knees become weak, making me fall to the ground. Genuine worry inundated the room, though I would say more of a panic than actual worry. Levy intercepted before the king would say or do anything to me.
Levy: Apologies my king, you see my...
I shake my head to Levy. Whispering to her.
Alex: Don't say that we are friends or related, please.
Levy: My companion had his father, Eliot, recently deceased due to an unknown illness.
I wanted to trust her after she covered my ties with them but, right now, I wanted to leave. I can't forgive Samuel's previous actions, just yet. I feel weak, even after Maxwell gave me a talk about how I should not be ungrateful. It still makes me feel worse, but it was something I needed to hear.
Levy: He was all his whole family...
Not to mention, I... Needed some time to think of what to do after remembering Maxwell and Eliot. Besides, there are things that I could do too while staying in the capital, now that I think about it. I decided to take a few days off to see the library.
I kind of disconnected when I heard those words. I don't remember what happened, but I think I was dragged. Ironic since it has been a confusing day. Not only was I transported or teleported to the capital of Ivudor, but also I had to stay due to the efforts to rebuild the damaged places.
It didn't matter that I had my mind numb. I do remember walking somewhere, though, but not completely. I guess the expression would be short-sighted. I was lost in my mind thinking about what to do, yet it felt bad that I didn't pay attention. Even now, I feel like I had to stay because I was on watch.
That might be why I was lost in my mind, mulling over what was going on. At the time, I was regretting leaving Oliver without telling him. It reminded me of the saying, "Every action has a consequence". So... losing the only friends I thought I had... would make clear to me one thing.
I would be paying for the way I acted. I think I had the wrong expectations for them. I know how badly I treated them and had to repair my mistakes. Focusing on myself was the problem, I felt as though I had been selfish. Focusing on my difficulties, and expecting someone to deal with or understand me.
I guess there is a lot I had to learn. I needed to turn over a new leaf. This time, by stopping myself from bringing my issues to light, due to this I had to change the way I acted. Other than that... I feel like trouble is close to me.
I started to feel like I was walking on a gravel road covered with broken glass with bare feet. I wanted to be free, but now... I will be on constant watch. I can't move out, so... I will have to lie low, and change how I learn to control the Mana more hidden. When I managed to control Fire Mana, there was a feeling or lack thereof.
I can't explain it though, I said before there used to be a way to command it, or I would think of how to move it. This time though, during the battle, my mind was focused on its properties of it. I remember some properties of ice, for example, ice can be created even if it is water. I remember when water would turn to ice in a bottle.
I remember that it can be created by rearranging the molecules in a chain-like thing. Though that's all I can remember, it seems that it follows a bit of how I think when I use it. Also, I noticed when Maxwell was helping me, we have some kind of hidden ability.
Maxwell's seemed to be able to provide me with Mana, while I can somehow guide it. That doesn't help... I can use healing spells besides my ability to use water spells. But controlling it is... different. So I guess I can control it and stop it from moving or affecting its target.
This is a great amount of information, since I found out that people also have Mana in them that can be controlled. A single slip-up and... I could have killed them... So there is a responsibility that I never thought of. This still puts me in trouble.
I was hoping for a peaceful life, after everything that had happened. But it is not different from what I was used to. I might have to build relationships with the king and also show that I only seek to help people. This was eating my mind so much that I didn't even notice how fast time was passing around me.
~= Time: Nighttime. =~
Location: Medical room.
I was in the room where people were treated. Though I guess it was because I was out of it. Right now, I was writing on there to... stop myself from going back into isolation. I wish-
Alex drops his feather and leans back in the chair.
Alex: There is a lot I have to think of now...
Alex: I never thought about the effects of this power, I hold had over people. So... no peace for me... heh. Interesting life, besides sitting in my room living day by day, feeling like I was nothing.
Alex: I wasted my previous life, yet... I want to help, be something I wasn't... besides hiding my emotions. I can't say that this is any better.
Outside, behind the door. Samuel was hidden by staying close to the wall, trying to hear what Alex was doing.
Samuel: ...
Back inside.
Alex's Mind: It is better that I distance myself from Aiden, Lucas, and... Samuel. Levy, though... she would be furious about me still holding my grudge over Samuel.
Alex's Mind: Even now I feel like a child, yet, isn't that what I was? I feel like I was making them guilty, trying to keep them close to me, but at the same time playing with their feelings.
Alex's Mind: Not only that, but manipulative... There are a lot of things that are wrong with me...
Alex: No matter how I look at it... it seems that I'm bound to live a solitary life. Like it... always have... been.
Alex: I guess it is time to start doing the same thing I was doing when I was over there.
Alex decided to leave to his temporary bed, and try to gain some shut-eye. Tomorrow was going to be a new problem for him to deal with. Samuel left shortly after, losing the confidence he had to talk to Alex.
Even if he knew Alex was trying to not talk to him, he wanted to talk with Alex about it. But decided against it, it failed once. That night, Alex decided to leave the village. He understood that he didn't trust him. He understood that there was nothing he could do to help him.
During the following days, Alex made numerous trips to the library to gain more knowledge, specifically on Beast Fallen bonds. Aiden had finally lost the bond he had with Alex, both seemed to get along on some days. Yet, he kept his distance from Samuel.
Levy and Lucas still tried to get what Samuel said to him. But, he could not tell them, after all, this was between Alex and Samuel. Levy wanted to train Alex, but even she knew that Alex would not accept it. Even if she tried to force him, he always had a next step for everything.
Overthinking allowed him to create multiple scenarios. That resulted in the many encounters that Levy planned. No matter how much she trained herself, she could never catch up to the speed and flexibility of adapting as Alex. By the time she gave up, Alex had already done what he planned in the library.
Samuel's constant guilt of telling the reason he was staying close to him, also affected him a lot more. Samuel could not continue training with Levy, constantly lost in his mind. Wishing that he never told what his feelings were over Maxwell, and wishing to at least be able to fall in love with Alex.
Lucas, on the other hand, had trouble dealing with what happened at the front of the castle gates. The visible amount of Mana that exploded in the air, had him being interrogated about the person who did it. None of the spies working under the king's orders were there, mostly because of the duty of protecting the king and queen.
Alex managed to gain the trust of the people. Constantly providing help with his spells, and expanding his knowledge in potion making. Not only that, but he wanted to suggest some changes that worked in his old world. The laws were a bit loose, from trading to laws between the wealthy and poor.
There was unbalance in the law. Still, not having enough knowledge about it, made him give up on the idea of proposing anything. Mostly because the king seemed to refuse his requests to talk about it. Though it was the constant watch they had on him, after they learned about Alex's ability to control Mana at will.
They also found out about his ability to switch between tongues, mostly but not all Beast Fallen speak a specific language. Based on species, they all have their own language, but Alex seemed to be able to understand all of them. This alone made him a highly suspicious individual.
Sometime later, he was still maintaining contact with people, working with carrying items and trying to earn his coin. But no matter what he tried, he was still under some judgmental eyes. People who previously seemed to trust Alex slowly turned away due to the constant threats happening behind his back.
Many started using his name to try to gain something from him. Understanding the situation, he started to distance himself. This time barely left, until he was completely isolated in a room, under the watch of the king. His freedom was short-lived, and had to give up trying to build relationships.
Levy, Lucas, Aiden, and Samuel, had their pressing matters, Samuel was still under the watch of his knightly guild. His duty is slightly different from a Knight Guard but was allowed to join after showing his prowess in swordsmanship.
Lucas continued with his "investigations" (Experiments in the use of Mana) trying to calm down the king, and trying to help Alex, so he could no longer be under the watch of the king. Levy having upped the training on her soldiers made her busier, unable to find time to be with or help Alex with anything.
Their visits to Alex died after a while. Days became months... and months flew by.
When he was given the ability to leave the capital, he was slightly happy. But he would miss the place, although it gave him more pain when they found out everything he could do. Levy and Lucas still wanted to talk to Alex before he left.
I recommend "lose a friend" By INTRN (Aug 22, 2019), "I Lost A Friend" (Jun 25, 2019) By FINNEAS, and "How to Save a Life" (Nov 24, 2009) By The Fray for this part.
Location: Entrance/Exit, Fortress Walls of Ashborn Erast. Guarded area, Dismissal Event.
Current date: Day 04, Month 10, Year 989. Beginning of Autumn.
~= Time: Sunrise. =~
Guard: As per the request of the king, you have been given the freedom to leave Ashborn Erast.
Guard: Here are the new papers that you will need to keep with yourself. It will be required that you show them to any guard at any other village under Ivudor's king's orders.
Guard: This right here is your new Guild Adventurers Badge. You must keep it within your person at all times. Lastly, this will be your new traveling bag.
I... wasn't happy to leave, I... didn't want to leave, but I also didn't want to stay. My promise to Maxwell was broken, not only my name, the real one was tainted, the one thing I had hoped for, was to get along with people. I was stripped of it, all of it.
I had my mask this time, I was numb, wanting to just stop and do nothing. Living like I was, the way I was treated, and how everything I had done so far to protect the people and help. Was thrown under me, because I was someone with something that not many could comprehend.
Alex's Mind: I didn't choose my ability, and certainly I didn't know that I had knowledge of all the other languages in this world.
Alex's Mind: If I made a different choice... would I not be treated like I was? Would I have a better life? No use in keeping this way of thinking...
Alex's Mind: Once I leave this place... I will have time to think about it.
I grabbed the items and put the backpack on my back.
Alex: Let's go...
Nayoko only nods at Alex, jumps inside the backpack, and he closes it, allowing him to have his head poking outside.
Alex: Give my thanks to the king...
Alex says in a monotone voice, unable to give any emotion.
Guard: There won't be a need for someone with the likes of you.
Clear anger, disgust, and malice are behind the guard's voice. The guard spits in Alex's face. Alex hides behind that mask to not show how much those words wounded him. Barely cleaning his face with a cloth in his left pocket.
I put the badge on my chest, making sure that stands out, just in case. I have no other choice than to follow orders. The big gate was starting to descend, I knew that they didn't want me there. But when I made it to the other side, I was stopped by the voices of Levy and Lucas.
Levy & Lucas: Wait!
Alex turns around, looking at the two old friends that had abandoned him. No emotions on his face, not even the slight glint of hope in his eyes. He long before considered them now, acquaintances. They didn't need to be with him, not with the constant watch.
Many turn and bow to both Lucas and Levy, both praised for their contributions and permission to the king. The gate was still descending, this alone told Alex he wasn't welcomed in Ivudor anymore.
Levy: Wait, why are you guys lowering the gate?!
Guards: King's Orders!
The thumb of the spears hitting the floor made it clear that they would be stopped. But Lucas and Levy didn't care, they wanted to stop Alex from leaving. They don't manage to catch him, instead, they stay behind the closed gate.
Lucas: Please wait, Alex!
Silence...
Alex: ...
Levy: Come on, Alex, speak with us!
Alex: ...
Lucas: Say something!
Alex: ...
Alex just turns around, and when his face is away from them, a lone tear flows out, unable to completely hide his face.
Alex: Goodbye...
With that he starts to move, Levy though can't accept this. Even if she was working for the king, she would talk with Alex.
Levy: I won't let him get away from us. Not under my watch!
Levy tries to cast a spell, but she is unable. Lucas tries to do the same, but he fails.
Levy: Open this god-damn gate!
Guards: King's orders!
Levy takes out his great sword but is stopped by the watchers hidden in the shadows. Secret guards working under the king's orders.
Lucas: Please, Alex...
Alex stops. Still in hearing distance from them.
Alex: Any of you should be away from me. Don't follow me is better for all of us.
Levy groans trying to free herself from the guards.
Levy: No, it is not! You don't need to be alone.
Alex: Sadly it is not my decision, even if I wanted to I'm sure the king would kill any of you. I have no rights here. I might as well leave this kingdom.
Lucas: Alex...
Alex: I can't do anything. Don't follow me.
Alex's voice started to dwindle, unable to keep himself stable.
Alex: Like I said, goodbye.
Alex continues to walk, but this time he doesn't stop.
Lucas: Alex... please...
Alex: ...
Levy: You... you can't do this...
Alex: ...
I didn't turn around, I continued moving, even if my body was trembling, and weak, and my heart telling me to turn around... I didn't, with me in their lives I would be a constant problem. Even with the small amount of time I got to visit the library, and learned potions, I was unable to free myself.
Staying away from them, cutting ties, even if they hurt. This was the best option. Even if the king seemed carefree... I was deceived into thinking he could care about me. I know "my friends" are there for me, but they aren't mine. They are Maxwell's friends, I can't trust them. Not with the king having me under their watch.
With Samuel, I was tricked into something of a friendship when it was because I looked like Maxwell... his body was, not the person. I couldn't care less if they seemed worried about me. They probably thought that Maxwell could return after yelling his name during the raids.
The king, although he gave me items, I threw them away, I didn't need to be here. I didn't need these items, it probably had something, peeling them from me was the best. When I covered enough ground and the night arrived, I let my wings appear. I grabbed Nayoko and flew away, not in a direction, but decided to follow the moon.
For the following days, I was... unable to speak, I didn't visit any place to stay, and I decided to live in the forest. I managed to arrive close to Akrasia, but the village now had guards at the three entrances. I could no longer get into the village. I couldn't speak with Oliver.
(Should Alex talk to Oliver about leaving? Dates of revisions: 14/01/2023, 16/01/2023, 18/01/2023, 24/01/2023, 29/01/2023, 06/02/2023. Outcome: Stay silent with a twist. No comments were made.)
This was due to a consequence, actions can affect the future. This time, Alex was unable to speak or even see Oliver.
Current date: Day 05, Month 10, Year 989. Beginning of Autumn.
I could very well try to sneak in, but even if I did that. There was no point, I would bring trouble to my surroundings to him. I decided to write a letter with some paper I had lying around in my pockets. I used charcoal to try to write with it. I sent Nayoko to the INN at night, luckily the door could be opened by him.
I heard commotion shortly after, something told me that Oliver understood the situation and after some minutes, Nayoko left the place...
Alex's Mind: That is a big piece of meat!
I wondered why he had such a big piece of meat, but I could understand something, no one even Oliver left the INN. When Nayoko arrived close to me, I grabbed the meat. Using some makeshift tools, I managed to cut the bitten piece and gave it to Nayoko.
When I turned to inspect the meat, I noticed it had something inside. A bag... It was covered in blood, but it was strange that this thing was inside. I pulled it out and noticed it expanded, like it had a spell, reminding me of something the blacksmith told me.
~= Flashback =~
That day I was asking trivial things, mostly for them. To me, it was impressively new. There are runes with rituals to enchant some items, but I didn't know how exactly they did it. She laughed at my wanting to know more about it, even when I told her that I really didn't want to learn blacksmith.
Alice: Boy there are things you can do with Mana, one of them are bags that can seem to store anything! Even big trinkets, that would never fit.
Alice: You have no idea how mysterious this world is. But I'm sure your young mind can find it full of wonders, and don't worry, I'm not angry at you, not wanting to become a blacksmith.
Alice: I'm sure you will find your place in this world.
~= End Of Flashback =~
When I looked at the bag better, it was a backpack. Though it was smaller than what I expected. I wasn't going to complain though, it was something. I put the items on the grass, checking if I had anything, then checked the backpack. There was a letter...
The letter: "Alex... I wish you could have said goodbye sooner rather than later, I was so worried that I thought you had left us. Thanks to Lucas and Levy, I was told what was happening to you over Ashborne Erast. I noticed that when I got that information, guards appeared in this village. They said something about keeping a dangerous person outside. It reminded me of you, I had prepared something out of the ordinary, but this will help you in your travels. It is not much, but I hope it helps you regardless. I hope you find somewhere you can fit in... With best wishes... Oliver."
I wanted to cry, but I decided to do at least one thing for the chief, for Oliver. I wrote with the smallest cut I could from the paper, "Thank you, I hope we see each other later, and sorry for not saying anything. Forgive me.". I gave a pat on Nayoko's head and told him to give this small note.
When he returned, I noticed the silence in the tavern, which shortly resumed to full laughter. Once Nayoko returned with me. I wondered how the backpack worked and even though it was a big stretch I tried to put the rest of the meat inside with my other items. Interestingly, the meat seemed to make itself smaller.
Until it fits in the backpack. There was limited space at a glance. But it was perfect for lightweight travel. The meat did not weigh once it was inside it. Nayoko wanted to hop inside, but I didn't let him... yet. We started to move inside the forest away from the road.
Keeping ourselves hidden, with enough distance, I made a small campsite. And cooked the meat that was provided. With a stick and some fire. When it started to cook, I cut small pieces using my improvised tools. Trying to cut what was cooked already and eating it slowly.
I managed to survive, but I still wanted to savor something that someone gave me and was close to me. With Oliver, I had a better connection than Eliot. He was someone that looked up to me, intrigued about my culinary expertise. It was something that was out of this world.
He gave me time, and we often talked a lot more, than Eliot did with me. He was my support when Eliot was still adapting to the new "Maxwell". I was feeling lonely during those months. Even when Eliot started to get used to the "Maxwell", he was there giving me support.
Though... When Eliot passed away, I was isolated. It was the first time I used my hidden skill, I was terrified but not by the power it conveyed like now. I was terrified to lose what I was starting to have. What I was building. My... family... but with time I noticed that they weren't my family.
Samuel... made it harder to trust him, though I know Oliver, and I started to see him as more of a father figure, even if we weren't related. I hate that about me, but... I needed someone to be a father figure. Samuel was the other pillar.
Now... I guess he knows how much it hurt me, or maybe he doesn't. He never spoke to me after the raids, I hoped that he would try to fix things on his own. Instead of asking Lucas and Levy, he never did. I know I might be acting childish, but like hell, I would accept someone playing with me like that.
I know I was their interest, if not by body, but by memories. I told them countless times I was not searching to become a mate of theirs or even a partner for life. That alone was the other reason I needed to leave them, Levy, though. She tried her best to fix whatever Samuel told her.
I know her, she would always mediate whatever thing Maxwell and the others would do. Now, though, it was something Samuel needed to fix for himself. I kept away from Levy and Lucas, I felt as though they tried to fix Samuel's mistakes to make it easier to fix his problems.
Yes, they are friends but not mine, not anymore. I trusted them with my past, wanting that they would realize when I was distant. It still happened, but whatever, they ignored the sighs. Levy... she gave me space, but kept a distance and kept trying to talk with a soothing voice.
Even if she was a Kemono Fox, I was happy knowing she cared not only about my stories but also about me. The person behind this body, the one that started living in that husk of her older friend. The body I had no longer was Maxwell's but mine, it wasn't my choice. I was forced into this...
But, he gave me an opportunity to live like I wanted. I dropped my walls, and let my true self out, bold, thinking, and confident. Now... I was back to my old self, silent, biting my tongue to talk, thinking still, keeping my distance, and trying not to damage anyone.
I needed to be strong, I could not leave Nayoko alone, not while I had a purpose. Not after noticing how much he understood what is going around me. Not after seeing him worried about me, he was by my side since I met him. Even if I was away, he would search and find me.
He was a friend, a companion that would not leave me. Even when I suffered too, when I had fallen into the black void in my head with voices. I would feel his presence, his body heat when he laid close to me when he licked me to stop crying when he would even sleep on top of me.
Making sure I had some idea where he was during my nights, that made me think of giving up completely. My dark thoughts of just ending it, to... cut it... to slather myself in my blood. Those kinds of thoughts that are perturbing enough, to want me to just... hang myself by the neck.
Interesting how someone like me can see both the bright and dark sides of the world. It seems I do have some kind of balance, but even I have limits that I cross... I just wish I wasn't this... messed up. This is enough for today. Even with this, I feel somewhat calmer.
I'm stressed because I have no place, so I guess I would leave towards one of the borders of Ivudor, my travels would take a toll since I can't walk on the road. I have to travel in the woods for now. I managed to find some people, who gave me items, in exchange for using some Mana to help the sick.
I also offered to cook for them just as thanks for helping me, and giving me some items. I would get to be known as a wandering cook, heh. Not everything has been bad but, I have to keep my guard up just in case. I was stabbed in the back by someone once, I will not fall for that again.
Before I forget too... I was given a flower when my father passed away. It was from someone, I could not remember how they looked or if they even paid attention to me. This flower was similar to a gladiolus, though a bit different somehow. Purple and white, reminding me of the flowers my grandma used to have.
Its stem was made of glass, not completely crystal clear. The interesting bit is that I never got the flower with me, I grabbed it, looked at it, and left it back again on the rock. It seems to follow me, I would find it sometimes in my hair, in my pants, or tucked in my tunic collar without any reason.
I think, is it some kind of charm? I would think it was something enchanted, but no. It has no trace of Mana (Mana control), I wanted to move it or make it float. Nothing. It is attached to me somehow, for the time being, I just ignore it, though I will admit that it is a beautiful flower, so mysterious, heh.
After finishing writing about today, organizing his memories and tried to make sense of his situation. Alex went to sleep close to the fire, covered with a cloak. Trying to keep warm, though unprotected from the rain, unable to build a camping tent. Nayoko stayed close, using his tails to cover Alex's face.
Alex found it funny but somehow comforting, Nayoko sometimes didn't want to be hugged, during those days he would lay on top of or put his tails on Alex's face.
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~-=| The strange feeling, Part 1/2. |=-~
The following part will include additions of songs based in the game Morenatsu, most of them are from the homecoming project by the Stormsinger Studios. Names of the songs will be included, the music is placed to make it feel like how it would be if you were playing the game. I do not own the Morenatsu characters, neither the single character that has been added as a background story, there will be lore different from the game too. This character is not fully affiliated with Morenatsu, but its origin does. The character belongs to Goku Revolucion, and I was given permission to use it.
Note: Due to not knowing how the original characters would act, there are going to be interactions between this character and the Morenatsu characters that will seem out of their normal behavior. But there won't be an active romance route with this character. In case you were hoping to see this character act or interact with them romantically. My apologies.
Information of the state that this story takes place: Minasato is a fictitious village, known to have beastmans coming from the game called Morenatsu, however, it is based on Shirakawa, located in the Ōno District, Gifu Prefecture of Japan. For our purposes, we can say that the village is protected behind a barrier. It can not be located on foot and only be entered by a special vehicle. “A bus” is needed to be able to enter the said village. Can they leave? Yes, but their bodies change into humans, forgetting about their animalistic nature and act normal. There will be added extra mystery and a more supernatural feel, in this case it adds more to the ghost included in the original story. Just something to build on, don't expect to follow completely any route besides a supplemented one. The time or amount will be just minuscule compared to a full route, if, as I said before, anyone wants me to try to create a fictitious/fan route in a different book.
Somewhere, else...
(????, 1st person, point of view.)
Location: Minasato, Japan. The exact location is unknown.
Date: Day 28, Month 06, Year 20??.
I finally reached 17 years old. Currently, I'm moving to Minasato boarding the bus to travel to the small village.
~= Flashback =~
????'s Mind: Huh? What is this?
I received a letter, being summoned by the Kodori family to meet my master, Shun Kodori. Shun is still young, currently sixteen years old. I was told to go and meet him in Minasato. I was getting tired of my human form. According to my family, we are raised to become protectors of the Kodori Family, it is an honor to be summoned by them.
Though something tells me it is not about that. I have known a bit of the family, and they have a branch that has the duty to protect them. So what is the real reason they need me? I did not give it too much thought about it. My duty as a samurai is to protect and serve.
~= End Of Flashback =~
Driver: Tickets, please.
????: Here.
I hand my ticket to the driver, who smiles at me.
Driver: Oh! Minasato, it has been a long time since I had someone go there.
????: Really?
Driver: Yes, it has been almost five years since I took someone out there. If I remember correctly, the last two were a human and an arctic fox.
????: A Human and an Arctic fox?
Driver: Yes, his friends were crying when he left the village. He was moving out of the village.
Driver: Actually, here they are.
The driver pointed at two people talking at the back. One of them was a young man around sixteen and eighteen years old. The other looked around the same age as me. He had a birthmark on his forehead. The birthmark has a form of a flame, for many humans, it might seem like something decorative.
But it shows their species. In my case, I have one on my cheek in the form of a moon. For dragons, they have a wing, tanukis have a leaf, bears have a hive, dogs have bones, tigers have a cloud, cats have a droplet; mice have some kind of whiskers with a single dot in the middle; Horses have a horseshoe, etc.
We had to learn that before leaving Minasato, due to the way humans see beastman. Besides that, a barrier protects it. Minasato is a crossroad between the Human world and The Beastman world.
(I hate that my mind goes to the "My dog stepped on a bee" meme when even thinking the word "bee")
The reason is that humans have to deal with evil spirits that cross into their world. During the summer festival, a ritual has been held to ward off evil spirits.
????: Do you know the names of both of them?
Driver: Hmm...
Driver: Only one, the fox is a mystery to me. The human is Hiroyuki Nishimura.
The driver continues checking for tickets. There are five people on the bus.
????'s Mind: His name does sound familiar... Do I know him?
Driver: Alright, everyone has a ticket checked in, we are following the road to Minasato!
Song Title: Morenatsu Game OST (free0258)
The driver sits in the front cabin and closes the doors of the bus. Immediately, the bus starts to move, exiting the last bus stop of the city. I relax and accommodate my katana safely. The katana was given to me by my uncle, who has been taking care of me.
My parents left for a mission and had not returned for years. Still, I hope that maybe one day I will see them again.
...
After an hour passed by, I noticed that two people were sleeping on the bus. Indicating that we were about to pass the first gate. The driver stopped and put a belt on one of the humans. The other had a belt already on, likely thanks to the fox. I prepared by grabbing into my seat, and making sure I had a belt.
I nod at him with a slight smile. He returns it with a sly grin. The gate looks like a tunnel at first sight, but when you are on this bus, a Torii is waiting for us with a name matching the bus. The mountain that was once there, is not visible and we only see the Torii gate.
The bus starts to move again, and the gate becomes visible. The panorama distorts and soon everything changes into a blurred image outside the bus once we cross the gate. The speed of the bus increases, and we are pulled backwards. The speed is not too fast, but it does feel like it should be.
On the outside, you can see multiple Torii gates passing through. A wave of colors flows surrounding the bus, the panorama is no longer visible, only what I would describe as stars in a rainbow tunnel. It is always fun to watch, but it also makes me a bit dizzy, though it is not because I get car sick.
My skin feels prickly with goosebumps when crossing the gates, changing me back into my Beastman form. My muzzle appears in front of me, with my ears sticking upwards. My fur color changed from white to brown color. I feel my tail in my back pulling outwards. I had to adjust myself a bit, so it does not hurt.
After a few minutes. Lines and sparks appear around the bus, indicating that we are about to exit out of the last gate. Then everything slowly dissolves back into the panorama of trees and mountains. The surrounding belts detach and slowly retract back into the seats.
I noticed a yawn from the back after another hour. I slightly turn and notice that Hiroyuki has woken up. Just in time since, the village started to appear. Waterfront village, also known as Minasato, has been on my mind lately. I probably had my tail wagging with excitement, seeing the village from afar.
~= Time: Morning. =~
Once we arrive at the bus stop, I grab my small traveling case and exit the bus. I wave goodbye to them and the other people leaving the bus, everyone except Hiroyuki and the fox leave the bus stop. I holster my katana on my back, start to drag my traveling suitcase, and move on.
After making some distance, I had to pull out of sightseeing when I heard screaming behind me. I turned around, noticing that Hiroyuki and the fox had been tackled by a tiger. Laughing at their faces. The fox gets up, bonks the tiger for his behavior, and all of them continue to laugh.
????'s Mind: I wonder if I would see them while living here.
????'s Mind: Heh, that tiger acts like always.
That tiger's name is Torahiko. I visited Minasato multiple times a year by staying in Ooshima INN. This time I am moving in, the city is nice, but something about Minasato made me want to stay. I managed to find a place to stay and start from scratch. Besides, it will help with my sword training, someplace quiet like this will improve my concentration.
After walking for a few minutes, I arrived at the small house located inside the forest. It is well hidden since not a lot of people come to this side of the village, besides the hidden small trail. I prepare to open the door when suddenly something makes my fur stand. The wind blew past me, making me shiver.
Cautiously, I take my keys out and open the door, looking around and making sure no one is around. I start checking every single room, making sure that the house is empty. The house hasn't been used in a long time, and I don't want to find animals inside, or even an intruder.
I sigh in relief once I notice no one is here.
????: Must be my imagination...
I settle my suitcase in the bedroom and start moving clothing into the closet, I notice that the house is mostly empty. After all, this was a new house, and the previous owner said that I could live here and watch over it. I still had to pay for utilities, so I wasn't free from those. Besides cleaning and cooking too.
I was house-sitting for a while, though the owner wanted me to check the utilities and some other houses she had in the village. I would not get paid, but my stay was free. I would have money for myself. After noticing the amount of dust, I started to search for cleaning supplies.
The house looks quite modern now that I look at it. I'm surprised, it is quite spacious when entering. (Area number 3) The living room has an open window view of a small garden behind the house. It looks beautiful, honestly, it is so peaceful looking that I'm wondering how she would let me stay here.
The house has a simple yet modern design to it. The floor is made of wood with multiple kinds of, making it feel brighter. There is a small table for two close to the kitchen, though small it was equipped with an oven, a mounted wall oven between a few cabinets, and a fridge.
There is a tatami area to meditate, take tea, or just relax. (Area number 4) The room is quite small, but I think I can work with it. Checking the bedroom is small, still, it looks incredible, although I was wondering before if it had a bed. (Area number 5) I guess it is back to tradition again. There are a few decorations, and the walls are painted white, with a bit of a tree design.
A closet is located behind where I would be sleeping, opening it seemed to be a walk-in closet... though I could only pass by the side, it is big, but a bit weird. I noticed that there is a futon, so no need to buy one. There is a small desk on the side, also made of wood, with a chair. I decided to go back and check the bathroom.
(Futon 布団: Is a traditional Japanese style of bedding. A complete set consists of a mattress and a duvet. Otherwise, known as 敷き布団, shikibuton.)
Although it is big, there is a bit of privacy here. The toilet is separated by a wall from the showers with a door. It has a bathtub, too, so I can soak and relax if I need to. After checking the house, I pull some cleaning supplies from the kitchen and start cleaning. I grab a dusting brush and start with that, the dirt starts to float, after removing the cobwebs.
After finishing with those pesky places, and killing some small intruders, I start cleaning the surfaces with a rag, making sure everything is shining afterward. With a rag on the floor, I started to run around the wooden floors, the last places I needed to clean. Cleaning every nook and cranny, applying a bit of everything.
No slacking away, no sir, I wasn't done with cleaning, I started to also clean the windows and other small things that required a bit of special care. Like the kitchen, I had to make sure all the grime or dust settled in the appliance would be gone. After I was done with everything, my stomach started to rumble. I checked the fridge and it was empty.
Noticing that I haven't got any kind of food, and judging by the outside, I can see it is becoming late. I decided to visit a small restaurant. But first, clean away all the grime in my body. I still feel sticky from the sweat. This house is small, but it was a bit of work to clean.
After finishing with personal hygiene, I felt a bit more invigorated. I prepare my cellphone and the keys, locking the house and the gate. The house is fenced, so I know I will have to clean the inside of the fenced area. Not today though. With a bit of a step, I move towards Minasato.
The place I'm planning to visit is called Raimon, a restaurant where the owner installed a small stove a couple of years back, to serve sake. Though I'm not sure if it is a good idea to go to a place that was known as a bar, it still would feast my hunger right now.
While going to the restaurant again, the wind picked up and my fur was standing. I was so alert that a few people looked at me confused. I had to hide my embarrassment with my hands and a huff.
????: Why is it happening again?
Ever since I arrived, there has been a strange feeling, not like someone following me or looking at me. It made me on edge. It seems that it only affects me. Some look at me weirdly, but there is nothing I can do. I finally manage to get to Raimon, the place that is impossible to miss, due to their red paper lanterns.
Song Title: Homecoming~Morenatsu Revisited Game OST (Black Coffee This Morning)
While walking in, I notice the owner talking with a cat and a husky. I wave and talk to the owner. Once the cat and husky leave the owner. The owner is an old horse. I will admit that I even enjoy the calm atmosphere of his restaurant. Though right now the restaurant looks almost empty.
????: Hey, pops! Long time no see.
Pops: Oi, Riku! Yah hafta tell me when you are getting back.
Riku: I just arrived today, and did a bit of cleaning in the house I will be staying in. The place is wonderful, I will try to take good care of it for the owner.
Riku: I'm glad you hooked me up with her, that is why I'm here.
Pops: Proud of yeh, so yah staying?
Riku: Yep, I will be settling down in Minasato.
I look around the restaurant and notice how the only clientele he has are the cat and husky sitting at the back of the place.
Riku: Say, why is the place so... empty?
Pops: Cus today the restaurant got taken by them. They are holding a party for their friend.
Riku: Huh...
I scratch my chin, wondering if I will be able to eat here.
Riku: Do you think I can order some food to eat here?
Pops scratches his neck, he seemed a bit uncomfortable.
Pops: Don't think so, I might be able ta give yah a to-go meal.
Riku: I understand, but... how many are coming to this party?
Pops: Probs, two that keep the others at bay, nine rowdy people, and probs a drunken dragon.
I just blink.
Riku: Uh... What?
Pops: The son of the Midoriya Carpentry Group's Boss. Tappei Midoriya. Ta dragon is a copy of Tappei. Both were drunk until...
Pops shakes his head.
Pops: Haah, those two always cause trouble when drunk.
I scratch my neck feeling a bit uncomfortable, from what I can get is that they have done something in the past. Probably worse than what I'm thinking. Pops has always been a kind person, but you know when someone has done something wrong if he still remembers it.
Riku: A-Anyway, then I take a meal to go. I'll be setting by the entrance if you don't mind.
Pops: Mmhmm, I call ya when it is done.
~= Time: Midday. =~
I pay first for the food and start heading to the table closest to the entrance. The place has big windows, almost like a cafeteria, allowing the sun to pour in and illuminate the dining area. The tables are just normal tables to sit with chairs that you can move.
At the back and center of the place, there were around four or five tables joined together, creating a big table. I noticed the twelve seats were prepared, and the cat and husky were preparing the place. Though they started to talk, from what I could gather they were waiting for a friend. The name was the same as the bus driver said, Nishimura.
I stopped hearing about their plans, since they had nothing to do with me. Soon a tiger I know too well arrives. It runs in and calls the Husky and Cat, though the cat just gives him the cold shoulder. The husky was named Kouya, while the cat was named Shin. They started to talk, I was beginning to zone out when someone stopped at the bar area.
Riku's ears twitch and notices at the edge of his eyes an Arctic fox and a human arriving at the restaurant, giving a warm welcome to both of them.
I notice the fox looking at me, though not subtle, I can tell something is in his mind. Not in a family-friendly way... that grin tells me so. I turn my head, which has been resting in my paw, and look outside the window. People are still walking on and about, many of which stay inside some stores.
Others carry a lot to their homes. Different beastman walk on and on. Some with human children, others humans with a baby beastman. It is a wonderful sight, reminding me of one possible reason I was called. Still, there is something off about it. Like I'm not supposed to be here, or something calling for me.
My ears twitch once I hear Pops call my name.
Pops: Oi, Riku! Order is ready.
I turn around, stand up and walk to the owner.
Riku: Thank you for the food, I hope to see you around more.
Pops: Don't worry, we-
???????: RAAAAAAHHHHHHGGGGG!!!!
We both turn to see a bear doing a judo move, it happens so fast that we barely notice anything. There is also Torahiko who just collapsed on the floor, I wonder what happened to him.
???????: Oooof!
The dragon lands on the ground, convulsing.
Riku: W-Wow, you weren't lying about a drunken dragon, though I did not expect a bear to calm him down like that.
Pops sighs while shaking his head.
Pops: That dragon is Tatsuki, and the bear that I hafta to thank is Juuichi. It has become quite normal.
The air seems to return to the dragon, and there is a faint "GUH" sound. That sounds like it would hurt a lot. The tiger at least has some company. The bear is breathing heavily, probably from all the weight that he had to move, a big dragon. He seems like he practices Judo, if that move didn't give a hint.
Nishimura: J-Juuichi! It's alright, calm down!
For a party, this one would be a fun one to watch if those continue to get in trouble with the bear. I just need some popcorn and I have a movie for tonight. I guess the fox agrees, he is laughing a bit, trying to keep it together. I can't hide it either since it is funny.
Juuichi: ... Sorry, I got distracted.
My ear twitches, hearing the conversation from afar.
Juuichi: Usually I hold back a little, but...
Juuichi: He needs to stop doing that. Period.
I decided to stop listening since I don't think I would be welcome to stay any longer. Besides, Pops has a restaurant and clientele to attend to. I just hope this guys can keep themselves controlled, from what I can see they are going to be noisy.
Riku: I think I overstayed my welcome, in any case, I hope to see you around Pops.
Pops: No worries, and hope yah can settle into yah new home.
I wave goodbye to the owner, though I get stopped by a young lion running at me. Making me fall with my food in hand. I can't help but start to laugh, this day has been a bit of a rollercoaster and it is absurd. Not that I mind, it is an interesting sight to see how carefree these people are.
Noticing the strange feeling of being watched, this was certainly a more welcome feeling. I've got to find something that keeps me entertain, and certainly this was entertaining.
????????: Sorry! Sorry!
The lion stands up, worried about what problem he caused. I can tell he is super active, though I wonder why he was running without looking. A Labrador sighs behind the lion, and gives me a hand to stand up. He looks mature, and has the same smile I keep up with. He has this air of wisdom surrounding him.
Riku: No worries, I guess you were happy to see your friends?
His friend interrupts by talking to the lion.
??????: Soutarou, I told you to not run without looking.
The lion decides to address me first, to answer why he was running. I find his nervousness kind of cute.
Soutarou: Y-yes, I wanted to see an old friend of Kyouji, and sorry for running into you.
He bows, exaggerating it a lot.
Riku: No worries, we are bound to commit an error, the best we can do is to learn from it.
I ruffle the hair of the small lion, he seems to be way younger than me. Small but interesting, with a burst of energy. I can tell he is almost like a ball of happiness. He blushes and smiles at my gesture.
Kyouji: Glad to know you can make a positive impression. The name is Kyouji Takahara.
I shake hands with Kyouji and Soutarou.
Soutarou: My name is Soutarou Touno, sorry again. It seems I ruined your food.
He looked at me sheepishly, I look at my food and indeed it is all out, though not on the floor. Just inside the bag, meaning it can be saved and there was no need to worry.
Riku: Mine is Riku Sakai and no worries, it can be saved.
I turned around and Pops already had another container for me. He helps me and moves the food into the new container. Securing it and giving me a clean bag. From what I could see, there were small containers with liquids to accompany my food. The only thing mixing was the meat and some white rice.
Riku: Well, thank you for the welcome, I'm really looking forward to seeing this village now.
Soutarou: You can stay with us if you want.
Kyouji: Yes, it is not trouble to have you stay.
Riku: There is no need, I still have to do some things around my home, and I need to get them done before it gets late.
The lion drops his ears. I think he seemed disappointed, I wonder why? Kyouji just pads the back of Soutarou. From what little I could get to know the two, they seem to be really close. I felt that I would be intruding in the party if I stayed, they didn't know me, but I could understand the gesture.
I wave goodbye and leave the restaurant, this time looking for anything out of the ordinary. Just in case. Even if the feeling was gone, I needed to make sure nothing was actually following me.
During my travels, that feeling never came back. It seems like I was followed but now, I don't know who it might be. I stopped around some shops to make myself some tea and something for the morning. After that, I had planned to buy groceries tomorrow.
Today was a fun day, it seems that I will see that group more often. Not to mention the troubles that they might cause. From what I heard, they are well known between the villagers.
~= Time: Nighttime =~
I arrive at the entrance preparing to open the door, I put my bags on the floor. I notice a faint sound of a motorcycle coming this way. I look at the road and notice a Husky driving it. That group is becoming more and more interesting. I unlock the door and enter my new humble home.
Turning the lights on, I move the coffee table to the tatami and start preparing a bit of tea. This time I prepare some, Mugicha tea (Mugicha 麦茶: Roasted tea made from barley grains.). The kitchen seemed empty and now it has something. I look around the storage to find a few utensils.
Good to know I won't be needing to buy some. While the tea is getting ready, I start by preparing everything for tonight. Once I finish some left-off cleaning in the kitchen, I start heating my food. Most of the food is easy to reheat, and some containers had broth.
Still, it is a feast, and I can't stop the watering in my mouth. I finish heating up and set up my food on a plate, accompanied by a cup of tea. My night is uninteresting, just eating in peace and quiet. When I'm done, I start cleaning up everything. Then prepare to sleep.
Riku's Mind: I wonder how interesting my life is going to be in this small town.
Riku's Mind: Not to mention that Nishimura's friends are fascinating. Now I wonder how the cat and husky are doing.
I finish cleaning up my maw with my toothbrush, and settle on the futon to slide in and sleep. Soon, a comfortable darkness surrounds me when I close my eyes. Drifting away from this land.
Date: Day 01, Month 08, Year 20??.
Song Title: Putting in the Work!—Homecoming~Morenatsu Revisited OST
~= Time: Morning. =~
The next morning, I wake up more energized than normal. This time I pick up everything and start cleaning the remaining places. The bathroom needed some cleaning, but it was usable. It took a while, but once I was done I started doing personal hygiene. Once that was done, I decided to drink a bit of tea.
This time I took one package of Gobocha tea (Gobocha ごぼう茶: A type of burdock root, like a vegetable normally used for cooking.) and set it up to heat up. I set up a rice maker to start and cook some rice. I took some eggs out from the fridge and started preparing Tamagoyaki.
(Tamagoyaki 玉子焼き: Tamagoyaki is a sweet yet savory Japanese rolled omelette.) In this case is a Dashimaki Tamago. (Dashimaki Tamago だし巻き玉子: It is called this way due to the addition of dashi. It's fluffy, moist, and deeply flavorful.)
Whisking two eggs with sugar, mirin (Mirin 味醂: Condiment with a slight sugary flavor. A type of rice wine similar to sake but with less alcohol.), soy sauce, a pinch of salt and two teaspoons of Shiitake Dashi (Dashi 出汁, だし: A stock, normally forms the base for some soups. In this case, Shiitake Dashi is a plant base stock. It consists of dried shiitake mushrooms and dried kelp.).
Setting a Tamagoyaki pan to cook it with oil and waiting until it completely heated up. Rolling it up in multiple layers until the egg looks like a log. Then I set it to the side and start to cut it into small pieces, like sushi. I hear the beeping of the rice maker. I take some of it out and accompany the rice with some dried sea weed to give flavor.
I set up the plate and start pouring my tea. A nice and light meal to start the day. I sigh once I finish setting everything up in the coffee table with my legs crossed, I give my thanks for the good food and start to eat. While I end up looking outside to the rising sun illuminating my small home.
Riku: Another day in this village. As of yesterday, it seemed that there will be a lot of things happening. I wonder what I will find. But for now I need to eat.
Riku's tail has been wagging since he had wakened up. Today he was in a good mood, and clear excitement was seen with his tail. Slowly he enjoyed his meal until it was time to clean everything up again and prepared for the day.
His first day of duty and also a day he needed to do cleaning into one of the three homes he was assigned to clean and take care of. Though... one of them has “recently” become occupied.
Riku: Alright!~ It's time to check one of the few properties. I have been taken to watch.
Riku's studies focuses on two studies. One is mainly as a Residential Electrician, and also a side study in Residential Plumbing. For a while and even when he was young, he took apprenticeship with both areas. He obtained a GED at the age of 14, mostly because he enjoys what he does.
Mostly enjoying both works, due to his parents not being home it was a nice distraction for him. Still, even with apprenticeship in both areas, he gained enough experience to do repairs. Some which are common in the normal household, and was called to help out every time. He is a great student and managed to hustle both apprenticeships swiftly.
Even to the point of including some of his training in his work. For example, leaking and possible stuck or clogged tubing would be located by sound most of the time. Other times he would use his sense of tact in wiring, checking for possible defects or figuring out where the wiring is passing.
His fur would react to the electricity around the wiring area, almost like he was super sensitive to electricity. Not that it was false, since thunderstorms would always fluff his fur. Though it was annoying sometimes, he couldn't help and find it sometimes fun.
In the human world, his body hair would react to it. Many would be impressed or concerned. But it allowed him to earn an honest job that the liked.
Soon, his cellphone rings with a text message. Strangely, there is signal in the house.
Riku: Huh... I don't remember seeing a cellphone signal in Minasato before.
~*~ Text conversation ~*~
???????: “I hope you have rested well, Sakai.”
Riku: “Ah. Good morning, miss Hoshino.”
Miss Hoshino: “Good morning, well you know the reason I have contacted you by now?”
Riku: “I can take a guess, but it has to do with checking with one of the three residencies you wanted me to check.”
Miss Hoshino: “That it is. Though it has been rented for a while, and has an occupant.”
Riku: “Thank you for letting me know, should I let myself known about my work when I arrive at his residency?”
Miss Hoshino: “It would be wonderful. Here is a bit you should know. His name is Kouya Aotsuki, a husky. He might be a bit... loud when you arrive. But he has been through a tough time with his family and is living alone in that apartment.”
Riku: “I will see what I can do, thanks for letting me know. Do you need something specifically check on that residency?”
Miss Hoshino: “I would like a general inspection on wiring and plumbing, but it would be causing problems to the person living there. So a general electrical inspection would be fine for now. Make sure to give me the itemized bill with everything that might need repairs. I will leave the repairs to you later on.”
Riku: “I understand, though I do not think I am qualified enough to take charge in that field.”
Miss Hoshino: “I know too well you do! Do not undersell yourself.”
~*~ End of text conversation ~*~
Riku: Well... a general electrical inspection, huh.
~*~ Text conversation ~*~
Riku: “If it is not too much to ask... how is there a signal in this place? I never saw any signal bar in Minasato.”
Miss Hoshino: “Oh! We recently acquired signal boosters to allow only the houses I have gain signal. In this case, the home you are residing is the only one with this new and recent technology. I am glad that it is working perfectly, it was a big investment and something to actually help around. Just so you know, the signal can only be received inside that house.”
Riku: “Why is that?”
Miss Hoshino: “Do not worry, the main reason is for security reasons. The other is to keep this signal exclusive to the residents of that house. At the same time, there are a lot of people who would just steal the signal for their own purposes. In this case, I know you need some kind of internet connection to keep in contact with your schoolwork, even if it is summer vacations at the moment.”
Riku: “Thank you for allowing me to live here, though I feel like I should be paying for this kind of service.”
Miss Hoshino: “You have nothing to worry about, enjoy it. I know your father and mother would be proud of you.”
~*~ End of text conversation ~*~
Riku's Mind: Even she is trying to cheer me up, it seems that she knows about them...
Riku: Well... it seems that today I will need this and these...
Time passes while he prepares a bag with his equipment, and Riku manages to find the apartment complex that was tasked to him today. The apartment complex is fairly small, having only six apartments in total. All of them, are checked and up to inspection, but not the one he needs to check.
I knock at the entrance of the apartment. It... looks like it is barely holding. I tap at the notebook I have with a few instruments to help me on today's inspection.
Riku: Huh... No answer?
I decide to knock again.
Riku: Aotsuki, are you there?
The door opens and shows a really untidy husky. At first, it didn't seem familiar until I notice the dog tag in his neck and the black tank top he was wearing.
Kouya: Good morning...
Song Title: That Music Bug—Homecoming ~Morenatsu Revisited OST.
He lets out a big yawn. It seems like he didn't sleep at all...
Riku: Sorry to bother you Aotsuki, I know it is too early in the morning, but I was called by Miss Hoshino to do an Electrical Inspection to your apartment.
It was 8 A.M. I know there are morning people and some are not. I guess he isn't a morning person.
Kouya: Oh... she said something about that... come in.
Riku: Thank you.
I notice that the apartment is quite a mess. There are stacks of magazines completely unorganized, some places are a bit filthy and to say that most of the places affected are just the floor. Luckily, he seems to have sense that he needs to clean counter tops. Though that is one of the few things clean...
Riku: I can't help but notice you made this apartment your actual home...
Kouya: Just... give me a couple of minutes to wake up.
Riku: No worries, I can help with making a bit of tea or coffee if you want.
Kouya: You know... some tea would be great! Thanks for the help. Here...
He pulls out a kettle and some tea packages... it has some layer of dust on them... Poor state to actually keep the place up to standards.
Riku: Can I be honest with something?
He makes a humming sound, mostly like questioning.
Riku: Do... you need some help cleaning up your place?
Kouya: Oh. No, don't worry. I will do that in a minute, just... let me take a shower and I will start with cleaning.
Riku: Look, I know you had a... difficult time, let me be of assistance at least for today.
He looks away from me, almost... like he was embarrassed.
Kouya: No, don't worry. I will do that.
Riku: I see... very well... I will be checking the wiring in the kitchen while you take a shower.
I immediately start to make some tea from the few choices there are. Though, I cannot help myself and start cleaning with a broom the living room and the kitchen. By the time I'm done, the place feels more lively. Still, I started cleaning the top of the counters in the kitchen and a few plates.
By the time the husky got out, he seemed surprised or angry?
Kouya: Hey man, what gives?!
Riku: Was the shower enjoyable?
I decide to change the way his anger goes, honestly, I cleaned the places that I needed to work. I almost fall seven times from the random trash and magazines around the place. I just put them in place, not checking even what they were.
Kouya: Out!
Riku: I'm sorry, but I can't, you might think I'm just an inspector but in reality I'm in charge of the three properties miss Hoshino assigned me.
Riku: You see, I'm part of your contract that you have with the landlord. So technically it is on my bounds to clean a bit on the non-intrusive areas of your apartment.
Riku: I also have to make the place safe if I need to check wiring, and most of the items lying around almost made me fall.
Riku: If that happened while I carry any sensible or dangerous equipment...
Kouya: I...
Riku: Don't worry, I kind of know what your situation is.
Kouya: Wait... did she tell you?
I hum in confirmation while nodding.
Riku: Yes... I'm sorry for what you have being through, even if I don't know the full details. But... I can tell you hide most things with a stoic face. Like me, I hide them behind a smile.
I take a breath and slowly relax my face. No longer I was smiling, I was... sad, but showing empathy towards the husky. Then I sigh.
Riku: You are lucky to be able to see your parents... mines haven't being there for me since I was eight. Ten years without seeing them... Time flies when someone distracts you about it.
I was looking outside through the kitchen windows. The kettle started to whistle, indicating that the tea was ready. Immediately I return my face to smiling and pushing my feelings aside for now, I poured two cups of Gobocha tea. I pass one to the husky, he is deflated and less difficult to read.
Riku: Just so you know, we all have something that we need to tell. So you can confide in me if you need to. Since we are going to see ourselves pretty often.
I drink a bit of the tea and sigh.
Riku: Even if it is problematic, you shouldn't let it boil in you, or it will explode when you need to be calm and calmly let it out. I'm sure one of your friends could help you...
Riku: But from what I have seen since I arrived, I don't think you talk to them a lot about sensible, emotional and personal topics. Do you?
Kouya takes a sip of his tea and his body begins to relax.
Kouya: No, I don't like to talk about my feelings. I guess... I can try. Thank you for cleaning up.
Riku: Like I said no problem, we are like the humans remember. Your feelings are valid, the same goes for everyone. So don't try to carry a mountain when you can only carry a table.
Kouya laughs at my comparison of difficulties. I also have feelings and I miss my parents but, life moves on. The wisdom of my uncle and the people I was working with, really helped me to see that. Not everything is fine, most of us hide it, so we don't hurt people.
Even so, we have a limit, and we need someone to rely on. A stranger might offer help. Even if it is unsolicited, is out of its kindness, not everyone offers help. For that I offer when I can, since some people helped me in my past, I plan to do the same that they did for me to others.
The day advances while talking to Riku, Kouya seems more relaxed thanks to the tea. Not only that, but their talk was light and actually insightful to Kouya. Though, Kouya was still angry and was holding a grudge against him for cleaning.
When they finished drinking the tea, Riku asked where the access to the fuse box and water controls from the apartment were. Making notes on what Kouya told him and the issues he had in his bathroom. He put some special wiring gloves and started checking the fuse box.
Not a lot of bad connections, but the cables were worn down and needed to be changed. He was writing down the itemized bill with the things that needed to be replaced or repaired. He checked the wiring with Kouya and showed him his sensitivity to electricity.
~= Time: Midday. =~
Kouya: Does your fur stand up when you see someone you like?
I could feel the tone of that question, a teasing one. I decided to ignore it since I was still working on mapping the wiring. But I gave him a humming denial.
Kouya: Where are you from?
Riku: From here, though according to my uncle, I lived here for 5 years and moved to Nara. It is close to Osaka, and had an opportunity to continue my studies.
Riku: Also, I had apprenticeship in what I do now. I study both Residential Plumbing and Residential Electrician. Though, what I'm doing right now is not in my area of expertise...
I continued mapping and naming the areas that the cables made multiple connections.
Riku: I was trained to do this and other things. Mostly the easy things, like wiring and mapping, is something I was trained due to the sensitivity of my fur.
Kouya: Interesting...
Riku: What about you?
Kouya: Well... there is not a lot to say from me. I was born and raised here. My family still lives here, and most of my friends stayed.
Kouya: I'm studying in Kazenari, besides that there is not a lot going on. Though, one of my friends left for five years.
Riku: Hmmm... My guess is that human called Hiroyuki?
Kouya: How did you know?
Riku: Ooshima told me, he was talking about him the last time I saw him. I stayed for a bit at his INN, they do have great service.
I continue drawing, by now it has become easier to detect the cables and the electricity running. Still, I have to take some short breaks or else... let's say that my body will... shudder.
Riku: Well, this is all I will do for today. The kitchen, living room and bathroom are completely check, that just leaves where you sleep.
Kouya: Thanks for checking the wiring, now I know that if I use something with a lot of electricity it might burn the apartment.
Riku: Heh, true but... be careful, I can't say that it won't happen. Besides, I'm sure you have something to do today?
Kouya: Well, I will be going to the river and see if I can cool off. It has been a hot day now.
True, it has turned hot, and the apartment has become uncomfortably stuffed. Other than that, it is a quite decent place. He just needs to keep it clean. Then I remember what he did earlier and decide to give him a taste of his teasing.
Riku: Also, make sure to clean your room just in case. You might have things that you don't want me to see, do you?
Kouya's expression didn't change, it was slightly unsettling. I start saving my equipment on my bag and writing the last notes with the materials that might need a new check later.
Riku: What? Cat got your tongue?
Kouya: N-no, sorry, I was wondering about what to do after visiting the river.
Riku: Heh... sure you did, just careful out there and remember to stay hydrated. This sun is hitting really hard~.
I hear a gulp while I grab my water bottle and carry my bag with the notebook on my hand.
Riku: Just a piece of advice, don't try to tease someone if you can't handle them teasing back.
I leave, while looking slightly behind me, I see him flustered. Honestly, his teasing might be fun for him, but during work I could care any less. Still, this is a bit of payback, not that I wanted to, but it might show him a lesson. Don't tease me while working, or you will see.
But... I can't lie, it felt nice that he seemed interested, from what I could see. Though, nothing about him strike me as someone interested in males. The human world is really discriminatory for those who fall in love with the same sex. Not here, or in any cross road.
Minasato is one of the few cross roads around the human world. During the Bon Festival, we deal with the problems they encounter with those shadow demons. But even with that, the human world is nothing like our side. From race, ethnicity, educational background, academic achievements, social status, economic status, and many other things are used against each other.
It really is sad to notice how, dark their world is. It might be hidden from the public, but no matter what, it is still a sad sight. I just hope to reach "the light at the end of the tunnel.".
Song Title: Snoozetown--Homecoming~Morenatsu Revisited OST.
While walking around Minasato and buying groceries since I don't have anything to eat at home. I find a tanuki taking pictures, he seems so lost in his world that he doesn't notice when he is in the middle of someone's path. Some would stop due to them carrying a lot of items.
I decided to not pay any mind to him since he looks so passionate about photography. Honestly, it was kind of entertaining to see him so passionate about something, almost mesmerizing.
Once everything that I need was bought, I make a quick stop back to my home. I still need to pay for utilities, so I will ask for some work around the village. Kazenari seems like a good place to stop and search for a job, just in case I can't find one in Minasato.
I thought about helping on Ooshima's INN, but then I remembered the two... they are lazy. A couple of times I helped around, but I noticed they took that generosity to leave their workplace. They even left me in charge of the whole INN one time! Even though I didn't even agree with it.
Takeshi and Kazuo always worked together, but even so, I noticed that they even wanted to leave while working. Luckily, Satoru managed to catch the two before they left once again when I offered to help with some cleaning in exchange for a discount. Something that they won't deny and would get caught.
Heh, that trap showed more than what they liked. Actions have consequences, and I won't let someone take advantage of me. Anyway, once I finish moving everything to storage and the fridge, I leave. By the time I exit, I decide to visit the river, since Kouya said that he would be visiting there.
...
When I arrive at the river, I notice a wolf, a husky, and a human talking near a tree. The human is siting on the tree branch, while the wolf and husky took a chance to take a swim in the river. The wolf looks familiar, though.
Soon the Husky notices me and calls for me.
Kouya: Oi! Riku!
I wave at the husky, though I stop when I recognize the wolf.
Riku: M-Master Shun?!
They all turn to look at the small wolf. He seems offended that I talked to him in that way. My ears lower, and I have to bow all the way down to the floor once I'm close enough that they can hear me at talking volume.
Hiroyuki: Master Shun?
Kouya: What is going on, Shun?
Riku: M-My apologies, uh... Shun?
That seemed to pleased my master and I notice his tail wagging. I let a sigh leave, good, I live for another day.
Riku: I wasn't expecting to find you so soon. I was about to go to your estate, and start my training with my Senpai.
Shun: Heheh, it is fine, we are between friends, so don't address me like that again, Riku~.
His smile is innocent, but he does have a mischievous nature sometimes. He is almost like the foxes in a way. I still respect him, and try to accommodate to his request every time we end up alone or with his friends. Though, I barely managed to spend time with him.
He gets out in a bathing thong that makes me look away.
Riku: U-Understood.
Shun: Now, why don't you join us in the river?
He smiles while dragging my hand close to the edge. His tail wagging excitedly.
Riku: I-I don't want to impose, besides I don't have a bathing suit.
He stops for a moment, it seems he has nothing to think about. Then I hear the human ask Master Shun about me.
Hiroyuki: So... who is he?
I bow respectfully and let Master Shun introduce me.
Shun: This is Riku Sakai, a friend that visits every once in a while. It works with my family, but we haven't seen each other for a while.
Riku: I'm sorry shun, I wished to be more often by your side, but now I can!
I grab the letter stuffed in my pocket, open it, and give it to my master. He starts to read it once he puts his glasses on, his face changes from a smile to a frown. I feared that this was probably not a letter from them.
Shun: I never signed this... This is weird.
Riku: Are you sure, it even has the address and the official seal from your family...
Shun: True but, like I said, I never signed this kind of letter. Ten has been taking care of the defense quite a while, but maybe it is when he is unable to leave Kazenari?
I hum.
Riku: It is a possibility...
Shun: Did you move back here?
Riku: Sadly yes... I made the preparations once I received this letter. I can't say that I wish to return, I was feeling a bit homesick, and well... I'm on the age that even my uncle let me.
Riku: I have a job and a place to stay, so you won't have to worry about me. I just finish one of my jobs recently.
Kouya: It is true, and has been an interesting day with him.
I let my tail wag.
Riku: Thank you, I'm glad you found my company enjoyable, and sorry for what I did...
Kouya: Just leave it already.
He says defeated or tired from the whole conversation we had.
Riku: I guess... I will... anyway. Shun, I will be passing by your home tomorrow. Please, can you let your family know that I will be there in the morning?
Shun: Sure! I will keep the letter, so I can tell my father about this.
His tail wags and starts to spray water around.
Riku: Nice to meet you, Hiroyuki. I think we will see each other for a little longer.
Hiroyuki: Oh right. Sure, it will be nice getting to know each other.
He seemed focusing on the distance for a second... almost lost in his thoughts.
~= Time: Sunset. =~
Riku: I need to leave now. The sun is setting, and I don't want to be late for tomorrow. See ya!
I wave them goodbye while walking away.
Hiroyuki, Shun and Kouya: See ya!
...
Once I'm back on the road, I start moving towards my home, on the way over. A reckless dragon driving a car passes, nearly hitting me. I notice the color of the dragon being green. It also was familiar, like I had met it somewhere. I shrug, but still feel my heart beating in my chest.
That was a close one.
...
I'm on my futon once again, looking at the sealing, thinking about these two days.
Riku: It seems I will be meeting those friends of that Human.
What will I find tomorrow? The letter, too, what was the real reason I was called? How it had master Shun's signature, and the Kodori's official seal? Well, there is no need to continue thinking about it. Tomorrow is going to be another interesting day for sure.
Soon, my body relaxes once more, letting the darkness surround me in peaceful slumber.
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So, what do you think of the story so far? The next chapter will be focusing on Riku and Frederik, to make the story reach the point that needs to reach. There are no questions for this chapter, since the path has already been build for the next chapter. I hope you guys continue to enjoy this story since, we are separating at least next chapter from Alex's problems.
Note: 31,000 words.